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In a world of my own.

I'm feeling really down.

I don't know what I want. Nothing seems right.
ARGHHHHH ! whywhywhywhy did I have to pick up his call ?!
And what he said on the phone was totally true.
Was I doing it for the sake of it.

Arrarghhhh , I'm getting so stressed over the same matter again. -.-
I'm tired of keeping things to myself. I need to voice them outtt.
Seems like I have a dumb way of thinking.
I always think about disadvantages/ negative side of things which often bugs me.

Iritating. Simply iritating.

I hate it. Why must things always go in my way. I'm so pissed off.
It's THEM I don't like. It's IT that I hate/don't know. It's ME that's the problem.
Wth luh. I feel like crying out, sometimes I accidentally do when it isn't the right time.
And the questioning session starts.. arrgh.
It happens during my really severe mood swings.

Sits down and stare into blank space. Thoughts run through that mind.
Starts thinking how terrible the situation is. Pity myself. Cry. (Sigh, -.-)

I know nothing would change though.

]: ]: ]:

Whoopeedoo, :D

days where I come home, settle myself in front of the television and indulging myself with junk starts again. (:

The rotting sessions are back! gosh, - I'm enjoying my life way too much.

I'll just stay happy till the very end, hahahas.
I've seen people crying on the first day of school , some even being too over hyped , and there were people that were totally boring. -.- No fun one.

How shitty can school days get ?
Having a teacher that gives each and every damn to whatever you do. Being an anti-social and hates communicating with people, ends up hurting others and regretting it after that. Feeling sleepy but isn't allowed to sleep .

Let alone all these stuff , I'm living in a classroom filled with spiders and cobwebs and even worse, with suckers! I was shocked when a friggin' spider was crawling around my desk, exploring the nothingness on it. pfffffft.

My class is rocks/ stones/ pebbles.

boring? DURHH.

; i should stop blogging some day.

Two sleepless nights

Back from the 3 day band camp!

I have a lot of things to say however I'm not in the right state in mind to be blogging.
I can't even think straight. aah. So we played a few new songs.
I can't help smiling as I play these new scores. The clarinetists must have thought I had a lil problem in the head. I saw one staring right at me luh.
Hahahahaha. {: What's wrong with being happy?

Anyway, we got 80.09 points for the drill competition. I'm so damn happy,
IT'S A GOLD LEH ! We actually thought of giving up. ladyluck must've been on our side.
We even won the fancy drill competition. That was a last minute thing. haas.
The last few formation was only tried out on the competition day.
Luckily it worked out. (: wheehee. \(^0^)/ luckylucky.

Night walk was a good experience, it was filled with laughter. Funny partner I had.
So fun luh, I want to walk again. [8 Hahahahahahaha. Basically that's it, I can't think anymore.
Like I said, my brain isn't functioning properly. (:
Oh, oh, oh. I had lots of fun times with the band. Wheee.

By the way, tomorrow's a whole new year.
& don't have any new year resolutions. Owell, I'll think about them and write them down.

YAY !

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So sad, I slept like a pig. (:
That's why I couldn't make it to shikin's barbeque party to celebrate the new year.
Afterall, I would rather celebrate by having a good night sleep.
I may sound ridiculous, but it's true. hahahahaas.
Happy new year.

hahahahahas,

Say helluu to the long awaited band camp.
!!!@, uwahahahaha, i can't wait. (': ..
& school reopens on Friday. That, I CAN wait.
101 no more, 202, here i come [: cheers ~
missing the extra loong walk to the geography classroom,
cos we all know geography isn't our forte. & that subject is too difficult for me. (:
Surprisingly, the 101 class blog's still alive. woaahh, I'm impressed.
clapclap. ;p
http://www.wewillmakeitshine.blogspot.com/
( what did we even make shiny ? stupid link. (: muahah. )
I recommend you not to go there cos I suck in the photos.. [8
don't bother looking for me...
That's in the past anyway. lalala. :x

Not bad eh? Ms Wong uploaded most of the pictures from the start of the year.
They're definitely good memories. Not the whole thing. That's of course.
There'd definitely be both bad and good days.
hahahahahas .

Well, I'd hope not getting any teachers that are fxcked up like before.
Teachers like mr wang are the best. Probably he's already gone. (:

You remember fakhrina loosing her balance?
On the last drill practice,
I fell off the bench I was sitting on.. idk how but i just lost my balance.
Fakhrina tried to grab hold of me but in the end I fell on the floor.
\(*v*)/ ~ laid on the floor and was laughing till I couldn't catch my breathe.
Xiaorong and Quraishya wasn't around to witness it, TOO BAD . {:
I'm so dumb. Not stupid. (:

GUESS WHAT ?! Vania just called me. [:
However, she isn't in Singapore yet.
lalala, she would be coming at 1am in the morning.
And I have to stay awake to receive her call. LOL . (x

; Jacqueline rock. She's a rock. ciaowee.

It was definitely a bad night for me.

I couldn't control myself and everything I touched was numb.
My fingers were like super cold.
Everything I saw was going left to right to left ...
I was laughing at nothing through the night without even knowing what's going on.
I wake up and find so many bruises.. And I remember falling off my bed a few times,
hit my head, and laugh, though it hurts so much..
and found myself crying and laughing at the same time.

The worst thing is that people found out what actually happened to me.
I sms-ed them without knowing. I read them now and I can't even figure out what I'm actually trying to say. Wow, at the state I was in.. I could even sms. Probably I couldn't live without my phone, hahahah.. Total highness.
I didn't know that that thing really has it effects..
Maybe in shows they were exaggerating too much,
that's why it was hard to believe.

Right now I still don't feel like myself.

Hahahahahas, overslept and met Xiaorong and Quraishya really late.
I have my own reasons. (:
I was marching and felt so dizzzzy.
Even worse, did the 270 degree turn thingy.
Loads of fun I was having.

Finally went to do the section tee for Quraishya, Ashima, and myself..
'cos mine's in a horrible state.
The place gives me the creeps.. *
It reminds me of Malaysia. idk why.

In the carpark. --- walking down the staircase

leaking pipe : " drip drip drip .. "
everyone : * SHOCKED * , * SCARED * .. etc .
me : " shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! "
Quraishya and Xiaorong : -starts to panick-
* pushes xiaorong to the leaking pipe which we thought was something else.
everyone : bend forward.
everyone : " CHEY!@ "
Quraishya : "scare me sia, I thought it was something else. "
Xiaorong and I : " yaloh, stupid .. "
* continues walking down
me : (these are my thoughts) SO LONGGGG ! I CAN'T STAND IT .. Can't they go faster?!@
me : - acts like I saw something frightening .. ( which i didn't ) and SCREAMS ..
Quraishya and Xiaorong : - PANICKS ! -
Xiaorong : SCREEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAMM ! ..
Quraishya : was alarmed and screamed along too ..
me : screaming along too.. " aaaaaaahh ~ :3 " .. ( so fun ) \(^0^)/
* everyone runs down the staircase.. screaming *
-------- outta the carpark -------
Xiaorong : " what happened ? "
me : " nothing ? Anyway, i just fooled you two. harhar. "
Quraishya : " chey, I thought what .. scare me siol "
*- still panting as we walked toward the playground that caught my attention. -

I feel lame and got nothing better to do .. that explains everything . [8

m-e-r-r-y was what my christmas was.

I feel so helpful today. I love to care. I love to share.
charlotte can be really helpful, ohkay. (:

woohoo, yes, indeed I have the christmas spirit in me!
But after christmas,
I'm going to be what I really am again !!
I've yet to reveal my true colours to everyone,
muahah . no luh, just kidding only luh.

Anyway, my phone is about to break apart.
ohh, I'm so sad. ]: sttu-pid phone, why did you keep falling down by yourself.
i didn't drop you, did I ? ...................................
Ohviously, I have no one else to blame but myself.

-________________-

tsktsk ~ I shall forgive myself then !@
smilesmilesmileeee.. lalalalalalalala....

Jacqueline wants to walk more with me.
She's one of the biggest suckers I know. [:
poorrrr thinggggg wants to loooooose weight..,
toooooo badddd I'vee gott nothinggg to loooose . [:<

UWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAR..

rain, rain, go away.

OHMAGAWD,

It rained almost for the whole day.
Someone thought rain was snow, I find that stupid. [:
hahahahaha, forget what I said. [:

I finally got my books today,
and I walked from bedok inter to tampines mall, nah, no other modes of transport.
Surprisingly, some lil suckers were willing to tag along, HAHAHAH, so fun.
I is proud of myself, * pats myself on the shoulder. * (:
Jacqueline thinks I am a lil mad.. haha..
so here I am feeling like some nocturnal cave woman going berserk..

YAY for me.. I just realised that school's going to be reopened next friday..
I really do feel like a cave woman..

Band camp is like 5 days away, HAHAHAHAHA!
me looking forward to it, [:
CAMPA CAMPA. ;d

goodbye, and a very MERRY CHRISTMAS!

happed, happed, HAPPY.

aaahhhhhhh..

First time I wake up in the morning and feel so high. (:
LALALALALA * I'm so happy that I'm lost for words.
bleahh, ;p
Anyway, finally completed the whole of overture jubiloso.
Three cheers for PYMB. hahahah. :D

I love my section. :DDD
there's no link, ignore it..

Xiaorong that gilagirl took the section again.
&.. IT WAS A SUCCESS, UWAHAHAHHAA, no mistakes..
actually ashima helped her.
(: no more kekiriEEEEEEEEeeeEEees anymore. [:
HOORAY ~
the vision, mission, motto and values were tested.
and I found out that actually,
it isn't a bad idea to learn your things last minute, hohoho,
you should do this for your tests and examinations,
Just joking lah. hohohoho! \(^0^)/

Anyway, i got a slight, smaaall.. leetle bit of help.
I am a cheater and i've got no integrity.
Integrity our foundation, let's look on the positive side,
I admitted for cheating and so yeah, intergrity IS my foundation.
mwuahahahahahar. (!)

-.- I feel like a sucker
ooh, whateverrr, whee, I still haven't got my books for next year. (:
and I'd hope I'd eventually get this situation solved.
Anyway, this isn't the issue.
THE PROBLEM IS, : " I DON'T HAVE A BOOKLIST. "

another three cheers for myself.

Live the life you've dreamed.

HEY-LOH! :D

Life is such a bore.
I've got WAYYYYY too much free time that I don't know how to spend my days.
How iritating. I meant, imagine you go through a day wandering your house..
rummaging the fridge to get something to fill your stomach.
Sit down. Eat. Finish eating. -Stares into blank space - ,
-.- , yeah, absolutely a no-life-freak.

Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I'm so-so-so BORED of online games, which i oh-so thought
it was actually entertainment and then later found it uh-ber, B-O-R-I-N-G.
-.- ARRAGABARRARGH!
Band practice tomorrow. And that only means I'll have to get up early
for band and spend my day at school.

!!!

MY AFTERNOOOON NAP ! I'M GONNA MISSSS YOU!
kay luh, that's enough.

I'm afraid I won't be able to wake up tomorrow.
It's like when my alarm starts iritating muhh sleep,
I'll " wake up " and switch it off and go to sleep again. (:
How smaaa-rt of me.
'Cos I'll not remember that I switch it off and blames nobody
because I can't as there's nothing else that could possibly switch off the alarm..

* THIS IS NOT FUNNY *
It's just one of charlotte's bad habits. [:
I think I've got short term memory.
.. Or maybe it's because I sleep too late? Or should I say that I can't sleep..
Probably it's because I sleep too soundly like a pig. ahh, whateverrr .
I'm gonna hibernateeee NAWWW.

WHOOPEEDUUU~

YES MAN.

A comedy which didn't actually make me laugh.
I guess I don't have a sense of humour.
HAHAHA, & guess what,
I only laughed when I was talking to my sister about it back at home.
Probably it's better to go catch a movie with people around your age.
urhhhhhhhh, whatever. :D

and by the way,
I don't know what the hell I'm thinkin these days.
I'm becoming so .. ohmygawdd. EwWWwwwWwwwwww..
ohnehhhhhh-vermind. x3

________

& so, my days are getting more lively. [:
everyday's filled with "hahahahahahahahaha",
me love everyday. :D xD [[:
I'm looking forward to 2nd January when school reopens.
LOL ! I've been promoted to sec 202 (:
Some things aren't going to be good, i have resulted in some conflicts. etc.
But the overall's gonna be just g-weeaaaaaaaat and that's what I'd hope.
ahhhhhhhhhhh,
hmm, from 101, I dropped to 202, me is so proud of it.
FOR NOTHING . and eh? my level position's just 32.
How pathetic, 2 positions away. [:
hahahahahaha, at least maybe I'll fit in this time. [:
I wouldn't feel so awkward as I did before, muahahaa.

; I see fun people in the class of 202. :D :D :D

we'd eventually learn the facts.

HELLO! :D

My day was reallyreally SHORT. o: Still, I was satisfied with today.
Basically, I had to go meet Sayidah who had to give me her $.
I sms-ed her, never reply.
Called her, prepaid low or something.
I was like finding a solution to get to contact and finally, called her house number.
I WONDER WHY DIDN'T I THINK OF THAT EARLIER. -.-

So yeah, waited for that slowpoke to come.
And she took bloody looooooooong. [: i missed 2 buses, hahaha.
Luckily, met mendel, who entertained me, uwahahahaha. :D
The next thing you know is that my bus arrives..
and I saw Sayidah walking to the bus stop ..

" HURRY! "

sayidah runs.

Made it in time and headed to school.
& that was when I realised that no one else other than me in my section came to school.
Either can't make it or not in band A.
So, ended up paying for everyone and like omg, I AM BROKE, HURRAY.
^^ So I called it a day and went home. [:

"phone vibrates....."

"zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.."


Yongxin asks for permission to come over to my place.
I was like " ohkay, sureeeeeeeeeee "and then again,
I was already about to sleep while reading the book I borrowed from Jacqueline.
But well, since I hadn't met her for ages ... [:
Siyi came too and she fell asleep, -laughs-

& well, soon after they were gone, i slept and now I can't sleep.
[: cheers.

Band prac today,

Heard disappointing truth.
Band's gonna be seperated into two, A & B.
I would really rather see us as one.
I hate the way it parted.

Ohmygawd, I'm still feeling guilty as I look at the people who're in band B, they're so, .. disappointed, expressionless.. URRRRRH. Look on the bright side, they're still going to get their CCA points. And they don't have to worry about playing their instruments or getting scolded. [:
And anyway, marching is fun. Of course if you compare to playing music.

And if you failed to realise, I've been posting about band these past few days.
As I said, everything's about band,band,band,band..BAND.
I've been going to school for band stuff again and again..
Not surprisingly, tomorrow's another band day. hahahahahas.

The light's gonna to burn off ..
whee ~ fuelfuelfuel ! idesperatelyneedit.
UWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

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oh, and by the way, i feel like me have no life. -.-
& I have nothing else to say so, ciaoweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

laughing spree!

I had a great laugh just now during band practices.
I can't stop smiling as I type, (: heheheh

It began when Xiaorong took the section for the drill competition thingy.
she wanted to give out a command to turn left
and out came a " kirieeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEeeeeh! "
so confidently that it had to be a joke

Everyone was like LAUGHOUTLOUD ! and had to do everything again.

In fact, we didn't even complete the whole thing. Not even once.
Today just isn't the day to do marching, firstly it's because no one's serious
about it today, since we have laughed/slacked too much.
Sadly, we're going to do it again on anotherrrr dayyyy, wheeeeee !

So Fakhrina took the section after that, and guess what.
While she was commanding the squad, she lost her balance. xDD
AHAHAHAHA ! I can't help laughinggggggg .............................. xD
And she didn't only fall , she tossed and turned , HAHAHAHAHA.
not that I'm a meanie that's why I'm laughing but, it's really funny.

So.. the section went to her aid, luckily there weren't any injuries, and ..
Fakhrina laughed at herself. weeheeheeeeeeeeee ! xD

yayaya, I is happy.
DUMBteeDUMB, cheerios! :D

f*ck-tardsxz.

Pissedoff. urgh. ):< !! OHNEVERMIND.

15th December
Band-ed. Thousand apologies to Penglin and the rest. ):
I'm too busy with band to go camp with you people.
Sorry again for disappointing you guys.
The holidays doesn't seem like a holiday at all with
band practices and EXTRA band practices, hehehe. [:

Ohmygod ! The running notes from the overture jubiloso are a nuisance, I really envy those people that can really play each note really fast and clearly.
I WANT THEIR FINGERS ! HOHOHOHO!
Sadly, that's impossible. I only have myself to rely on, sigh.
..Well, I'm working on it right now. I just need more time to perfect it.
Hmmmm.. Sometimes I really wonder why must the
flute/piccolo play so many running notes.

Hahahahahas, that's when EXTRA practices come in handy.
If not for them, I think I'd be way, way, WAY behind.

I realised my life is filled with band, band, band. Ever since I got into
this school and after that got into this CCA.
It's really weird how much things had changed after I got into a different school.
I used to be so ... -.- hahas. How funny that I got into Ping Yi Marching Band.

During the sec 1 Orientation 2008,
I admit that I was laughing at the band as they danced with the instrument.
It may be because I found it awkward as I was only used to concert bands, hahas.
It may be retribution after I laughed at the band,
'cos now that I'm in this band,
next year's sec 1 may have the similar way of thinking as me as I did before..
and do the same, LOL. xD
I'd just hope that wouldn't happen, uwahahahahah.. !

Anyway,
ciao, peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeps ! (:

Maybe I should.

& SO ,

12 more days before christmas !

I love my entertainers, each and everyone of them. They did a really good job entertaining me.
This is what I call good service, weeheehee.
Anyway, I've been stucked to the computer all day.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.~

Poor me, me's getting addicted to the computer.
And then again, I'll get bored sooner or laterrrrrrr. No worries. ^v^
uwahahahaha ! >:D
Hmm , I have so many things in mind. In fact, I would rather not share.
I'm not selfish, it's just that I'd rather keep things left unknown.

sigh.

I should cheer up, or else my entertainer's work would be wasted.
Stressed, and grrrrr, pissed off. Oh, nevermind.
I have so many things planned to do before the holiday ends.
There are things I fweeeakin' got to get. Yawwwwwnnnnnn.
I'm bored of so many things, I'm about to go out of fuel. ahhhh.
i neeeeeeeeeeeeed sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep ..

I'm afraid that things aren't what I thought they were.
They may all be lies. This was what I need to know, whether it's a yes or a no.

Another day, another casualty.

heyhey (: ,

So my day was spent going to band, practicing the overture jubiloso and slacking with the same few people. It was kind of a surprise that Bryan, Jacqueline and Lucille came to visit me. HAHAS. How nice of them. I think it's just because they're too bored that's why they've got nothing better to do so they might as well come to school, and go out, slacking after that.

UWAHAHAHAHA! (x

Lol, three of them took a cab to school, lol ? It's not like we're rushing or something.
So, from school, we bus-ed to inter, took a mrt to simei, came back to inter, took a taxi to school again, because Bryan was too desperate for his horn, and in the end he didn't have a mouthpiece and had to get it from Lucille. What a despo, sigh. He must love his horn so much, LOL! Or is it he has OTHER intentions, muahahaha! [:<

So after that Lucille was gone along with Jane, who came out of school right after the committee meeting, and so did Jianhao. Hmm, Jacqueline disappeared after that. So I was left with two idiots, Bryan and Jianhao who squashed me like a piece of pancake in the taxi ride. HAHAS! Why, thank you, you both nearly killed me 'cos I was out of air not only that, the taxi STINKS.

:D :D :D

Well, everyone went home after that because Bryan had to get the mouthpiece from Lucille, xD
ahahha, that's actually a good thing, me want to sleep. -.-

; Day ended, (: Yeah, I'm really in a good mood.

Just like a knife .

Right now, I don't have the right mood to do anything.
I'm simply rotting at home ; Wondering and Wandering.

This is what I'm having in mind right now.
When it's the year end holidays , I'd always be hoping that the school days would resume.
And when school days starts again , I'd be wishing for another holiday.
I've already found people that think like how I do.
Maybe the school holidays and school days shouldn't be so long
as in the number of days they consume.

- sigh -

Gosh, it's really fast, just another month or should I say less than a month
and school's going to be reopened. I'm lacking behind time. I'm being too slacky.
Not to mention I haven't bought my books - I lost my book list.
I'm not mentally nor physically prepared for next year.

Somehow I still feel like I'm still not used to the days in a secondary school.
I don't fit in, in many ways. I think I need a change of attitude.
That would change everything, at least I hope.

; Boy, my life is dull.

hahahas ,

A great day indeed . Another day with the band . [: hahas , finally got to combine , I love it when the band combines , :D :D :D It makes me really high .
Like so ohmygod , got to wear that horrible uniform . D:< It's so freaking warm . And guess what , when we had to take off the uniform , I was like laughing like a total retard , I just can't help it , I was totally hyped and I was really really glad , HAHAHA . :D
Who wouldn't be ? hehhe.

&& poor Jacqueline , take care [:

oh oh , and by the way , today's like the last practice and of course I have to spend my last practice with a smile on my face . Finally ! There's not going to be a practice for at least a week , or more ? o,o I don't know . hahaha .

I can finally go overseas . UWAHAHAHAHA !! I will be going tomorrow and I can't remember when I'm coming back . o,o seriously . omgomgomgomgomg ! I've been waiting for this day ! HAHAHAHHA ! :D :D :D :D :D tatas , I'll miss you , don't worry .

; BAND-FREE ! [:

I'm not going to apologise for the lack of updates .
It may be because I'm too lazy or maybe busy .

So , my holidays are filled with band practices three times a week .
I don't want to comment anything about it .
Except that I only like the combining thingy .
Yesterday , I went to watch wild child with the DUs right after band .
Imagine after band , you sweat and stink so much in that uniform and still go out for a movie ?
Smart aren't we ? [: Nah , we're not .

I realised something bad about myself .
I have a split personality .
Sometimes I may be sincere about some things .
Sometimes , I totally have a different impression about that thing .

For example , I sms-ed Jacqueline saying that I can't live without her and I really really regretted doing so . At that time , I really meant it . But now ,
JACQUELINE ! I CAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU ! uwahahahhaah !
maybe I really can't live without her . MAYBE .
Sometimes I totally feel like an idiot , joking around .. laughing and laughing .
Sometimes I'm too serious and get pissed off easily .
I'm such a retard . Sigh . Can't help it though .

Sorry if I hurt anyone of you . Physically or emotionally .
It definitely wasn't on purpose .
Maybe it was just because I didn't think before acting and end up regretting so much .

I made a lot of mistakes before .
Though I may not look like I cared or something . I do .
Just that I only keep them to myself and never sound them out .

; SORRY .

look around

I feel something missing ,

I am not trying to act like a lil goody goody here .
I had a conversation on the phone with Jingyi earlier , and this would happen like so rarely these days . Hahahaha , it becomes funny when she starts whining on the phone and screaming her head off . I miss those days . It feels weird as to see her in some of the pictures uploaded in my computer and some in my handphone that were left untouched by the DUs which days we spent as a RANDOM FAMILY . It has been long since she went along with us , laughing and crapping around , going and travelling around . Right now , I see her being lonely . Though she detested other races , became racist after the influence of Mr Poh for which she claims so , she's been with them , I pity her . It has been like that since that incident , and after some horrid days , the DUs weren't in good terms with her . Gah , blog fights , .. Spamming of tagboards , .. Everything .. Anything to let the opposing party feel hatred towards the other . I'd really hope this would end , let everything be . I'd hope no one would doubt that . And I would hope she'd change for the better . I realised that it's no use insulting her like that .

People makes mistakes . All she needed was another chance .

i miss everything .

I haven't been going online so often these days .
I miss doing what I normally do .

I have my own reasons .
I want to spend more of my time going out , doing what i can ..
but I can't .
I can't help it but to just keep them shut .
I feel so helpless as to only rest .
I can't do much these days .

The corneal on the right is torn and it hurts .
he said I am so close to 'game over' .

help .

hello , HELLO ! [:

omg , I enjoy my days just doing nothing .
so yeah , yesterday , I went to deyi sec to learn the basics of marching from an expert .
haha .
like so ohmygod , I WAS MARCHING IN THE SUN , IN THE FIELD AGAIN .
ooooooh , I miss those days ..

Sadly , my eyes couldn't take it , so I was tearing all the way .
Yeah , poor me .
So now , after a few hours of marching in the sun ,
I turned a lil black again . LOL .
I didn't really notice it till Raimov told me about it , haha .

so yeah , I'm still alive .
till then . :D

Like seriously , I enjoy being at home .
Unlike at the KL trip , I can sleep all I want .
So , obviously , I'm back from the trip .
I had a really really good night sleep that I ended up sleeping up till 5pm . I'm still tired . hahahhaaaa ..

So yeah , the bus ride was horrible .

day 1 , in the bus , I was WIDE awake , laughed and talked all the way .
day 2 , slept , talked , laughed , crap-ed .
day 3 , freaking tired that I slept so soundly and people had to wake me up . -.-
I wonder what if there's day 4 , or maybe 5 ..

I think i would already be dead . The trip drains my energy ..
LONG random naps are ALWAYS an issue , haha .

The trip was great . Just great . hahaha , I love my group .
Thanks for everything .

hello .

If anyone of you happen to notice that there's a " charlotte "
spamming your tagboards , incluiding mine , that's not me .
I'm so not disgusting as to say all these stuff .

Well , thanks for using my name ,
it only shows that you love my name so much , that you go around
using my name , spamming people and saying what you
yourself do or maybe want to do .
you must be really out of your mind .

I hate you luh ,
just that I have to find out if it's really you .
I'm not an unreasonable person .
and if you're the one spamming , get a life .
blog spamming is like oh-so-long ago .
-.-
i'm so disapppointed with you .

Hallelujah ! (:

So , basically , yesterday , I went to church with Jingyi , Penglin , Yilian and some other people from other schools who were absolutely nice . [:
Somehow , we ended up in a auditorium . The audience were in high sprits .
Some clapped as the music was being played and there were even people dancing along . I felt totally odd as I saw people jumping , .. and jumping ..
Truthfully speaking , I wasn't as engrossed as how they were into god .
LOLS . X:

haha , ...
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well , so , .. heh .. there's band practice tomorrow ..
and I've got a feeling I'm going to hate it .
I don't know why , but I just feel so . Haha .

I was totally drained during the last practice .
During the last practice , after some decision making ,
I suddenly felt like I was so naive .
Right now I feel that I lack of confidence
and I have a low self-esteem .

gah , I suck .

with no hesitation

When I update , it only shows that I have absolutely nothing do .

Like now , I am alone at home . Great . Just great .
No entertainers , only me . How boring today .
So far , I've spend the holidays having lots of fun .
Entertainers are everywhere , haha .

Yesterday , another day without Jacq .
How boring . Well , I guess she's coming back soon ? Or maybe not .
I'll just hope she comes back soon [:
It suxs being in a group with two dumb guys and being the only girl .
-.-

I feel so naive these days .

heyhey . (:

happy birthday to my evil senior , fakhrina ,
who is always so mean, haha .

there was a class barbeque yesterday ,
it didn't turn out perfectly well but , ..
gah , it was great for the first time that a class 101 from 2008 had .

firstly , no games were played . [:
no one wanted to coperate . (: hehe
secondly , no forfeits .
and lastly , it rained . how wonderful . yeah , wonderful in the opposite way :D
but this isn't the issue . I had fun , that's all it's about , haha .

poor Jacqueline .
fainted during the last band practice and , oh ,
somehow got her teeth or gums stuck with her braces .
awww , that must hurt a lot .
get well soon yeah . (: I'd hope you'd be able to go the KL trip .

Everyone's disappointed in you , yet you don't want to admit your mistake . You don't get it , do you ? You've lied way too much to each and every one of us . I hate . I don't trust you , not anymore . I don't care whether you're telling the truth or whatsoever . Stop mocking people and speak about how bad their attitude is when you're no better then them . Act innocent ? You're not , oh-kay? well , we're just acting along , like as if we pity you . We know you can't be trusted anymore . Stop whining . Stop complaining . Stop wanting to get attention from people around you . We would appreciate that . We'd hope you would change , it's not like we will never forgive you and hate you forever . Do change .

once again , hello . (:

Hmm , I've been hanging out with Jacq , Bryan and Jianhao too much
that I've gone super hyped . " Drunkards " .. it's what we call this clique .
So this explains the total highness in each and every one of us .
The thing I hate most is saying " bye " to them after every meet up .
Whether it's after band or what-so ever .

band ..
Oh , that reminds me !
there are still band practices during the school holidays .
& the last practice really drained my energy ..
I could really tell the difference .
At first , when it was still early , I was able to lift up the chairs .
But serveral times later . I couldn't . Haha .

yawn ,

I'm so damn dead .
I must pass my theory exam which is tomorrow .
ahh , here i am doing my last minute revision . -.-

I don't want to remain my current grade . D:
buh - byeeee .

sigh, sigh, sigh .. sigh .
again and again , and again .
and another big , audible , sigh , loud enough for everyone to hear .

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i need my own time alone . Yeah , to reflect .
gonna go out again . cya .

gonna be back after monday . (:
don't try to look for me , jacq . lol . will be watching hsm3 with you another day .
buh bye .

MIA-ing in process .

featuring class 101`2008 .
click to see the slideshows ,
credits to umaira .

* EH ! I HATE THE CANDID ONES .

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lools . (: a great day indeed .
no work all play for me [: no mistake this time yeah .
oh no , I'm falling asleep as I'm typing . o:

hello.

I've been promoted to sec 2 express .
cheers . (:

Yeah , the school holidays have begun and I don't seem surprised .
I've been more hyper these few days .
That may be good but also bad . haas .
It is only a waste of time saying " HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"

That's what I do everyday .
laugh , talk , laugh , laugh , talk , laugh , laugh , laugh , talk , sleep , laugh .

[x] edited .

Here's Jingyi's quiz .
1. Who was your last sms from? i don't bother checking .
2. What do you love most in your room? Not myself .
3. Do you prefer KFC or Macdonalds more? What about the others ?
4. Your current relationship status? Attached .
5. Does your crush like you back? i don't know .
6. What is your current mood? Iritated . bloody quiz . _'_
7. Whats your mum's name? Must I tell ?
8. What colour shirt are you wearing? Must I tell ?
9. What was the last thing you drank? Coke , something that makes you less horny . LOL .
10. If you could go back in time to change something, would you ? Yes . block Jingyi from my tagboard , not allowing her to tag me for this quiz .
11. Have a crazy side? Only when someone else is hyper with me .
12. Ever had a near death experience? Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah .
13. Something you do alot? Stare .
14.Angry at anyone? I forgive and forget .
15. Do you wanna see somebody right now? Yeah .
16. Name someone with the same birthday as you. Nameless.
17.Last time you cried? Not long ago . Cried for being too angry . -.-
18. Who are you talking to right now? Must I say ?
19. Do you have dimples? Yeah .
20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite gender? uh , their gender ?
21. What do you usually order from starbucks? I'm random .
22. What's your biggest secret? Let me see .. Uh , too many to list .
23. Favourite movie ? idk .
24. Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows? No.
25. What are you eating or drinking at the moment ? Shandy .
26. What do you think is irritating right now ? This quiz .
27. What's your favourite smell? idk .
28. Describe your life in 2 words, what would it be? Happy & sad .
29. Have you ever kissed in the rain? no .
30. Do you like rain? yes and no.
31. What are you thinking of now? bing , now that you mention it .

Do it if you want .
*Not advisable to be done . ==

CHARLOTTE IS 13 !

Yepp, I'm officially thirteen today (:
I'm growing older each and every second .

I would like to say,
THANK YOU EVERYONE :D

- groans -

Yet today then gone for good.

(: mia-ed for 2 days, and finally back for no good.
Things are still the same.

The world is a living tomb

I LOVE BOOKS.

I have been reading a lot lately.
I don't have a life.
I live in the world of fantasies and no longer reality.

Definitely a forced smile.

I never felt so mad, so pissed, so annoyed.

Life is like a dream and in the end, when you die, you pinch yourself and wake up and never dream again.

Oh, gawd.

I have this exam-over feeling when the examinations aren't even over.
5 papers killed and 3 more to go.
Aww. I can't wait. I want those massive shopping sprees. Stay overs. Gossips and craps. and lots more to come again during the long awaited year end holidays.

Oh, oh, oh. I want my results back too.
Can't wait. If they're horrible results. I'll laugh.
If they're good results. I'll be totally normal.

a few more days to go.
and it's going to be no work all play.

Everyone is entitled to be stupid, but some abuse the privilege.

a tiring day for me today.
Not only today but - Everyday.

I was totally hyped today so I just had to somehow get rid of this extra energy.
My very brilliant idea was - run round the reservoir at bedok reservoir..
It is definitely a once in a lifetime phenomenon that I would have really nothing better to do.
and suggest that I go running and end up getting so tired.

Yeah, I'm beat.
I'm going to have an early night. Right.

A good laugh and a long sleep are the best cures in the doctor’s book

hello.

This is what I do everyday.
Sleep, laugh, sleep, laugh, sleep, laugh, sleep, laugh. Study.
a fun way of living. Isn't it?

I finally realised learning is really fun.
Only when you're really concentrating.
I like to read these days.

The EOYs are coming AGAIN.
Holidays are also coming, so damn not looking forward to it.
Band practices going to start again once more.

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
myART! yes, gonna work on it, NOW.

and when I mean now,
I meant immediately.

I'm happy. I'm so not going to join death and it's other friends.

They're things I like to do very much in my life but
sleeping is my favourite work to do.

Perharps it's because I prefer my eyes being closed.
Oh, oh. Or maybe it's because I can spend my time being alone,
reflecting on the day itself.

Grr. I need more time these days, the day is too short.
Everything I do is like last minute. arghhh.
I've got a bad feeling about my final results.

stressed. stressed. stressed.

I'll show you a world that you'll understand.

Yes.

I have gone through more stressful experiences than doing this stupid mother tongue paper. That's of course. Grr.grr. grrrrr. It totally drained me. That paper totally suck. And I'm totally appalled. Basically, I don't think I'm going to do well for that peculiar paper, it's difficult. All chinese papers are similar, in terms of their level of difficulty.

I'm mad, pissed and iritated.
I didn't get to have a peaceful nap at jingyi's.
Oh, the reason is obvious. There were people like Jianhao and Bryan there too.
This explains everything.

awwwwwwwwwwwwwww. This suxs.

The dreadful mother tongue paper. Tomorrow.

{♥} It was never meant to be.

I'm starting to hate everyone for no reason. right.

Sunday, a brand new day. I'll hope it'll rains tomorrow.
I would feel happier this way. Way lot happier.

I'm feeling much better; getting over the shock I can't bear with. Yeah, that's of course. This is the first time I managed to be forgetful enough to hand in an incomplete examination sheet to the invigilator. I can't forgive myself for daydreaming during the examination period.
Boy, how I wished I could just end my forgetfulness.

It surprises me each day that how days passes so quickly. Perharps I'm having too much fun. I should really give myself a lil bit of stress, this way I would get the grades I want. I would doubt that it is too late. They're situations I'm still going through and added on, the final examinations that are weighing me down. But no worries, these problems aren't going to take over me(:

I cant stand some people. whatever we say, whatever we do, it just won't work. It will never do unless they themselves learn to see how irritating, how annoying they are. I'm glad. Glad that at least they're still people out there who will eventually know their mistakes and apologises. But there are still people who are really thick-skinned and still REPEATS THEIR IRITATING-NESS. So, there isn't anything much to be glad of.

random. Totally.

{♥} No work, all play, what a mistake. /:

duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I REGRET WASTING MY TIME AT THE AIRPORT TODAY.
well, we were there for a simple reason called studying and in the end we all became good art students and did our WONDERFUL ART.Damn stupid luh.

day was normal, was slacky as ever.
home period was the best, only for today.
We watched a movie that we havent finish watching on monday..
was damn engrossed with the show luh. Full of laughter and tears :]
gaaaaaaah, i want to watch it again xD

Nobody ever died of laughter ? I almost did [:

The EOY examinations are, indeed coming real soon.
For people who just can't get over that mere fact, goodluck to you(:
I aim to get at least a 70% for my overall percentage. [:
yesyes, a high expectation from me, not kidding at all. :D
________
Studying is a MUST right now.
I don't know which subject to get on with right now.
It's either Science, Geography or Mathematics.
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH ! I'm being too screwed up TT
I can't help thinking of studying O; I do think of mathetics formulas when I'm daydreaming.
Even worse, my theory examination is also coming soon.
IT IS A MUST TO PASS ! or I'll have to repeat T_T
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !

gaah, I have to get on with my art preparation.
OR ELSE I'LL HAVE TO SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES.
I'm gonna do it with loads and loads of effort oh-kay.(:

toodles.

You're sick and tired of feeling numb, you're not the only one.

like hello.

yesterday.. , a day meant for.. jingyi and jianhao, HAHA.
I didn't say they're together oh-kay, so don't start the nonsensicle thinking.[:
________

well, another day passed, it's rather unbelievable how days past so quickly.
Its going to be the year end soon,
I'm not looking forward to it, at all. yesterday was a normal school day,
was in a total different mood from the day before.
crying won't change anything, smiling will [:

What I remembered yesterday was going out with people to de-stress after school [: that was what I really needed luh, thanks jingyi, [;
we went to bedok inter to have lunch and went to somewhere else after that.
oh, we were actually planning to go to jingyi's house, not geylang, haha. it wasnt boring at all with 5 of us together in her room.
Had entertainment from her pet dog, once again, hahas. it got tired/bored after that and went to sleep on jingyi's bed with her pillow. it was simply too adorable that all of us HAD to disturb it. xD I was glad Jacq wasn't scared of dogs anymore, hahhahahas.
Things happened, quickly, as jingyi got what she's been waiting for so long. well, pangseh-ed them and brought her dog out for a walk. they eventually called us to ask where we were..

Hahahhaa, when we saw them at the other side of the street , we ended up running. and they caught us, ;p hehehe, was expected, cant fast with her dog, thats why[: hahahas , we went out later for dinner.
Jianhao had to go home, jingyi had no mood. xD well, it's our fault that happened. :[ psps xD im so damn NOT sincere !!!
HAHAH well, so we were left with Jacq , Bryan and I.
till then.

, 'Cos I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

hello,

I went to school late, still crying for some personal reasons.
I have already tried to comfort myself but it failed.

Well, walked in the school gate and didn't get my name written,
it was because mr martin was understanding enough to know why I was late for school.. went to the hall and saw jingyi with her weird specs. It was silent reading period back then , tried thinking as positive as I could.. Miss Wong questioned me later and I was reluctant to tell. I could only tell jingyi cos she had the same problem as me at home..only she understood.

I spent the whole of my time during lessons at school today. I wasn't listening to any of the lessons the teacher was conducting. I have to catch up with the class sooner or later. Now that I think back , I don't regret daydreaming. It really makes my day good.

I found myself smiling again after a long period of time. Was in the the mood to speak after that. Miss Wong told me to go to her homeroom during recess to speak to her. Jingyi followed along, I was glad that happened. School ended, went home to sleep.

By the way, I have went back to the way I was.
Go home, sleep.I wont be going online so frequently, like before... I don't wish to speak to anyone.

I'm really not in the mood for any other problems that the others have for me.I already had enough of it, stop it please, I can't take it.I would end everything without thinking twice and that won't be good.I wouldn't want that to happen. I blame myself for knowing something that I shouldn't, I regret. I should have left things the way they were meant to be.I'm doing my best to ignore what I knew and pretending not to know.

I'm sorry.

{♥} Pain, I can't get enough and I like it rough.

Goodluck to my sister and my father who's in court right now(: ..
Freaking worried, only that I don't show it, just like always.
Welllllllll , this days I've been slacking and slacking instead of studying.
I'm having a looooooooooooooooooong break![:
Studying makes me stressed I dont wanna say it but.. aku takut .. ]:
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! -.-
after the EOY examinations , I still have my theory examination .. :[ :[ :[ :[ :[

Yesterday
A school day indeed. A place where fun and learning begins ==
Had sooooooooooooooooooooooo much FUN at school, yeah right.
Felt like a looser as something happened, zzz.
It took me some time to get over it .. I did.
I still can smile :D
Hehehehehehe , I think really-really-really positive, okays ?
Why now? This isn't the correct situation to be happening .{: think again.

After school went to JingYi's, along with Jac.
Jacqueline was afraid of Brandy xDDDD haahha.
Like I was soooooooooo bored, cos there was nothing to do except stare into blank space.
Then, I slept................................................................................ zzz.
Woke up , decided to go home.
Guess what that jingyi is sooooooooooooooooooooooo "good".
It's because she didnt even bothered sending us out of her house, instead she stayed in her room, using the laptop. Not only that loh, her gate needs to be opened by someone IN her house. I can't possibly take the key home with me. Well , I came up with an oh-so brilliant idea..

Jacqueline went out of the gate first, I was still inside.
I closed the gate, threw the keys at the doorstep and ran out .
It worked , and lol. her dog wanted to follow us..
It tried sqeezing out of the gate, but only it's half body could.
We were afraid her dog would run off like the last time , so we waited for her maid to realise
that the dog was missing ... she did, and came out running , worried that the dog already ran out.
Jingyi also did, such a CARING owner..zzz -.-

Went home after that and slept all the way till 11 +++ .
Couldn't sleep after that in the night..
Btw, my sister was smsing bing in the night and laughing like an idiot..
== I heard she pranked him... like wth ==
" smart girl " .. -.- she has nothing better to do luh cos I never entertain her in the night ==
was too tired .zzz .

Today
Went to school, as usual. Eye was like freaking pain.
Art was the first period,I painted my ugly sculpture which is really ugly.
No choice == It was meant to be. \:
I slept my way through as I had an excuse during science.
My eye was like freaking pain, couldn't open, so might as well sleep..
I was really like a blind person and glad jingyi was leading me ==
the blind leading the blind :X hehehhe.

F&N, my favourite lesson of the year.
The teacher was my favourite and so is the subject. ha-ha-ha.
Like wth, really anyhowed for the things that we had to make..
It was really a disaster. hahhaha xDDD
Luckily had Dorothea as my partner or else I wouldn't have passed , HAHAS.
as Yanyu said " also not we eat, it's the teacher that's doing it "
He's damn thickskin luhs, say until so loud somemore till the teacher heard that.
hahhaa, she minus-ed points from him and hasswins, HAHAA.

From then onwards, she kept an eye on Yanyu LUH, hahas.xD
kept minus-ing points from his group, can't stop laughing then, real funny.

Hahhas, after school , forced hasswins and thomas to come to blk 1 with jingyi and I.
Really boring without them, they're real jokers. xD
They were afraid we were up to something, just like always .. lol.
I swear we weren't, we just wanted entertainment from them, hahas .
Was really tired after chasing Hasswins around the whole area..
He ran up and down the block and in the end still caught him.
He's really wasting his time and energy...
alon , bing and jeff came after that.

I planned to go back at 5 but didnt , went back earlier..
those two idiots were so happy ==
Thomas and Jeffrey pang seh-ed Hasswins and went up the single deck bus==
well, cos we pulled him back. ==poor thing, his friends didnt help him..hahas .
from then on, we kept teasing him , saying he has no friends XD
Alonzo volunteered to be one xD hahhas XD

zzzz, wanted to take 1 round to the inter but some didnt wanted to go.
Well, we forced them to stay and we were too busy with that till we went beyond limits..
Basically, we were making too much noise and the bus driver came up to warn us..
He spoke in chinese so I didnt really catch what he was talking about.. haha.

Glad the fun didn't end, we still continued being us XD
hahahas xD till then.

Anger and agony are better than misery, I think positive, don't worry, ت

hello, again.

Yesterday
Had band practice. There was combined marching during the practice.I swear I enjoyed it. Like it was so long and finally had another combine marching session.
The band activities were really entertaining. I mean to the people who didn't have to do the forfeits. hahas :D Yusheng doing the chicken dance was super CUTE, like seriously.

I would like to tell someone that I hate her so much but I can't, I have reasons to do so actually.
Firstly , she has this attitude that is much hated people. She thinks people enjoy her screams and craps but they don't. It's really purely annoying and nothing else.
If people tell her she isn't right but wrong, she'll give you a face, and it drives you MAD, mad in the sense that you feel extreme anger and feel like giving her a tight slap on her face.
She's too pampered. She can't take scoldings, she'll cry and want all attention from people around her.
I'm really not trying to insult her but hoping she'd wake up her idea and stop her current attitude. We all have feelings too , okay? Don't only think about yourself. I'm sick and tired of playing along to your lame jokes. Can't you see I'm just being sacarstic ?
Tell her to stop , she'll continue.
She told everyone how bad I am , even jingyi.
I just pretend not to know what's going on cos I closed an eye.
But you've gone beyond limits, it's too much already, I can't tolerate.

Tell the world how bad we are, though we mind, we know we're the ones that are right.
Just stop your nonsense, stop whining, stop wanting attention.

Today
Nothing to really talk about, except that I'm sorry I vented my anger on some people.
Sorry I didn't think twice before doing so.

I have to study or else it would be too late.
I'll never give up till the very end, just like always.

Swiftly descending into blame ♥

hello

I'm like freaking tired now, I'm so damn gonna skip dinner.
So yeah just had band practice(:
Same old practice. falled in, went to sectionals, combined, falled out.[:

Quraishya and Ashima found out that they won't be going for the indoors, sigh.
Oh, puh-lease. Don't be upset okay ?Continue what you're doing<3.

There was another flute in use today.
It was a miracle, we thought it was spoilt , 'cos the buttons were stucked.
But in the end, Sayidah took it out to give it a try and it WORKS. XD

During the school hours, went to the hall for assembly.
Some guy which was so-so-so BRAVE, sang the national anthem so loudly.. ==
I wonder what the hell he's thinking.
Is he trying to make a fool of himself or really singing the national anthem, ahahas.

Moved on to the Science Cove. == where we had a science class test.
Had some blood boiling experiences there _!_ including jingyi.
Freakingly pissed off. zz , it's the same thing , like always.
The bloody Mr Wang was damn idiotic luh.
He wanted my classmate to lock jingyi and I outside the classroom, for fun ==
Well , I stayed in the classroom and Jingyi went out.

As expected. The shitty teacher's pet closed the door.
And I opened it again . Hahaha, sucker.
Jingyi went in , went out again .. and came back after a long period of time.
well , everything went out fine.
Zzzz :\ watched a horror show and jingyi was like so scared.
Hasswins and Jeffrey gave her a even bigger scare.
Like wdh luh , they were like " BOO! " ==and guess what the girls in my class screamed.
and I was like " == < LAME!" cos I already saw jeffrey behind us when he was abt to scare us..

Mr Wang stopped the show after that .. == lol.
and jingyi was so thankful to him. -.- ha.. ha ..

Had maths, and a test==
and english after that. Did like NOTHING. cos I lost my homework,
couldn't pass it up and can't do the corrections.
So damn free luh, well , so I wrote in my section book and decorated it ..
XDDDDD there wasnt much to say about, unlike the outdoor period.

I MISS THE OUTDOOR PERIOD ! T^T

The seniors were still around and everything was perfect.
Jolene and Estee came to see our section today.
They didn't stay long luh,that's too bad then.. XDDDD

Well , Today I moved on to " It's my life "..
Couldn't finish the song cos I was playing it on a piccolo, the flutes were already taken
it was definitely ear-piercing.
I, myself couldn't tahan, especially the high G.

]: JINGYI DIDNT ATTEND BAND TODAY
for special and reasonable reasons :[ a few hours and I miss her already.
AS A FRIEND(: oh, puh-lease. we're not lesbians, okay. Don't get misunderstandings.[:

final years exams, SIGH. I need help, seriously.
I'm too messed up right now.

A heart at the end of its' tether ♥

Everyday's like getting bad to worse luh.
it's like BOREDOM EVERY SINGLE BLOODY DAY!

like shit larhs , was freaking disappointed when I got my oral results today.
I so damn didn't wanna cry
but.. tears just rolled down my cheeks luh. _!_ was so disappointed!!
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH !!
I think I'm the LAST in my class luh! F*CK _!_
MY MARKS ARE SO DAMN GONNA BE PULLED DOWN !:[[
just thinking of it makes me so angry with myself.sighh :[

Well, had a Geography test today, didn't study for it, cos it was not necessary to. -.-
Then , moved on to Mother Tongue lesson.. damned bloody BORED _!_
did a stupid lame composition and didn't pass it up.

Yesterday's art lesson was so FUN LARHS !
completed doing my clay work xD it's so CUTE XD
[defination of cute= "ugly but adorable " XDDD]
can't wait to paint it, i SUCK at painting and I'll definitely destroy it :D :D :D
HAHAAHHA ! :D

YAY ! My maths suck :D I SUCK AT RATIO, RATE AND SPEED ! :D
HAPPILY , theres a test for that topic tomorrow. YAY ! CONGRATULATIONS TO MYSELF.
im gonna die -.- ...... :D
theres band practice tomorrow again........................................ ==
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ~ confirm stone de :D

There was an attide learning programme today ..
well, I was bored 'cos I wasn't taking part .== not paying FULL attention luhs.
either day dreaming or dozing off.. -_______-
Started being hyped again AFTER the lesson. haha
Hehehe, went to bbt , then that playground again. ==
slacked .. and got freaking scared 'cos i saw something that i hated.. fasdghsrtjiowtu _!_
it gives me the shivers .. ZOMGZOMGZOMG!! T-T

ToT alonzo's gonna join band ! yay.
he's gonna do it for germaine XD
BUT ONLY AFTER THE EXAMINATIONS.. so damn looking forward luh :]
hope he doesn't change his mind .. hahahs [:

these days I'm so damn NOT going to post frequently.
cos's there's like nothing to post about and IM BUSY ..
STUDYING ! :D

I wish I was as invisible as you make me feel.

School's reopened :[ and I've like forgotten a lot of things.
In the morning , I woke up late.. and quickly did what I was supposed to..
WTH LUH ! When i arrived at the damned school ,
I then realised I forgotten do/bring my stuff..

Was like damn stressed luh , I was like bloody afraid I was gonna be killed by the teacher.
Even worse, homeroom period was the first.
Miss Wong was sure to check our homework.
Well , at least I did SOME of my homework, I chiong-ed last minute at night yesterday[:
Swaysway, Miss Wong wanted to check the English HW.
I attempted but didnt't knew how to do T^T ..

Luckily , I never get scolded. O:
Doodled instead of reading during the reading period.
I have like nothing to read loh. zzz

During the CME lesson , we did a timetable on what we're gonna do everyday after school..
Hehheh, felt like a perfectly good student as I wrote out the timetable.
Received my report book after that and got a shock..
Ms Wong was giving out the results according to our positions.
I was like "HUH!?!?! WTF ? " unbelievable luh. My class's standard suxs luh.
My average is like 68 % only and can get 4th position liaos .. ==
my marks are like ..

English - 77.
Mathematixs - 74.
Chinese - 56.
Science - 67
Geography - 68
F & N - 60
Art - 74

and guess what .. my conduct is VERY good.. instead of good.
LOL. all this while I've only got good instead of very good. xDDD
Maybe its because I've improved and teacher has that impression that im a GOOD STUDENT.
hohohoho x}

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I hated the bloody shit PE.
damn freaking lame luhs== played softball .
I didn't bring my PE attire :] and my excuse was that I was fasting
and wasn't going to take part in PE..
And the teacher was gullible enough to believe my lame excuse. x_X
Btw , I was only joking at that time.

RECESS TIME ! THE MUSLIMS CAN'T EAT !
di-siaoed them as they envied us eating .. xDDD
sorry ~ I don't know how you people are feeling , thats why. :]
I don't get a chance to experience anyway. :] hehehhe xp Too bad.
Don't watch us eat luh ^^ that solves everything :D

Copied notes during Geography lesson :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
HAHAHAHAHAHA{:
And did my own work on Science. :D
Boy , I'm turning good :D

Had "ORAL" during english ,
Hahahha , had a great time laughing at myself 'cos I was such a nervous wreck..
My hands turned cold each and everytime teacher calls people's names.
Like wtf luh, Hadn't had oral in such a long time .. TvT ..

Hahaha , slacked at block 1 after school with JingYi , Jeffrey , Hasswins and Thomas.
They were making a fool of themselves. ==
Jeffrey was waiting for Quraishya to walk past that area..
Lol. Jingyi called Yuni to tell Quraishya to come to meet us.
She was like reluctant to come but in the end, she came.

Hahahaha. bastard-ed them xDDDD
I realised that Quraishya is a very violent girl ..
HAHAHHA , thats a mere fact, don't try arguing :D

Well , went back with Jacqueline and Jingyi after that.. ^^

Things are here, and you're over there.

Hahas :D slept yesterday at 7pm (:
like wth , woke up super early and stoned :D
guess what , i was late for band == for some reasons..
so yeah , had to run loh :D :D :D

There wasn't any band pt today, and I was glad that happened.
went straight to sectionals.. stoned and tried "playing"
the song " final countdown" w/o the score.
I've like repeated that bloody song for so many times and was freaking bored of it.

FINALLY , remembered that we had to play tequila too ..
well , seniors combined in the music room.. so we've got nothing ..
but luckily the seniors left us the scores :D
oh, I managed to learn tequila using a ruler ..
its quite dumb larhs , but it works you know ?

hahhas :D seniors were finally back and tried out the song with the flute.
and i managed to play that song, surprisingly.
blahblahblah , seniors combined with the main band and stoned :D
freaking bored luh.
had some entertainment as we disturbed jeffrey..
cos he kept PURPOSLY walk past our section to see quraishya ..
again and again .. == he's so dumb, HAHAS :D

well , packed up and had punishment cos someone dropped the tuner box.
went to the library and slacked..
yuni , shikin and I were disturbing quraishya cos she's the only one that couldn't eat. HAHAS.

ChaiJing went to see our band today ..
like so long since we saw her luhs .
Was a lil disappointed cos farzana didn't come.. :[
gahhhhhhhhh ~ Today suxs.

{♥} Every tear tells a story

It's so disappointing , THE INSTRUMENTS AREN'T BACK !
RAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! >;B
the worst thing is that they aren't even repaired T_T
like wtf luh , was so mad after hearing the news ..

I woke up early in the morning , cos yuni smsed me at 4..
I couldn't even open my eyes , cos I was too tired.
I ought to be thank Yuni cos I forgotten about band ==

Zzz , usual band practice, except that the weather was much cooler today.
played a short and sweet piece of music " final countdown "..
like it was so long till I finally played a full song .. [:

T_T Most likely my dear flute will be back the next two weeks or longer..
I would so be looking forward to the day where mr poh brings them back
and the 7 of the flute section members playing as one.. how nice would that be..♥

GAHHHHHH ~ there's band tomorrow ..
hope the morning pt wouldn't be the usual one .
:D no instruments again , great. gonna be bored. _!_

i pity the malays , they cant eat nor drink until a certain period of time.
LOLS(:

turn off the machines. i've sprung a thousand leaks.♥

Other then sleeping, eating and using the computer..
there's really nothing else to do during the holidays :]

Basically , I woke up, went online , ate , slept, went online again.
Thats all I've done :D

I can't wait for the band practice tomorrow.
'Cos there's at least something to do.
The instruments may not have arrived .. TT
I WOULD SO DAMN MIND OH-KAY !
:O jingyi's dog was found ! .. by someone else..
and that greedy person wanted a huge sum of money as a reward.
But in the end she gave only $100. hahaa , too bad then :p

holidays are going to end and that means that the final year exam papers are coming..
-_____________________________- stressed ...T^T

{♥}Because each exhaled breath feels like a silent scream.

Like so ohmygod ! this is what we did today xD
the section book's still undone but it's already GREAT ! :D
Its damn nice okay ? D:

Hahhahahs, I was supposed to meet Sayidah at bedok inter at 10 today,
but I reached at 10.40, which was super LATE :]
Well , went to Simei to get our stuff O: and ,
hehehe , took a long time to decide what to buy so we were late for meeting the others
at 11.40 :D :D :D

Hehehe , did what we were supposed to do at the library O:
, didn't really made much noises.. lol(:
luckily there wasn't much discussion X: heheh .

cut, drew and pasted whatever stuff
and it became our masterpiece, lol.

Librarians told us saying that no project work is allowed ..
like wth , this isn't project work ,oh-kay . -.-

blahblahblah , the cleaner kept disiao-ing us luhs.
he kept asking in mandarin if we were going to clear up the mess or not.
and even though we replied " YES " he would continue questioning if we
were telling the truth or not .. ==
not only that luhs , he kept asking us stupid questions ,
till I don't know how to answer ..
I kept quiet then he continue asking and asking... zzz.

heheh , poor sayidah , had super glue on her skin .
It sure hurts , 'cos it burns. :O
hehhee ~

I can't wait for the next band practice. ^^
Hahahha ,the flute section will be running rounds in school everyday in the morning.
hope everyone turns up :D lols(:

I can't wait for the outcome of the section book.
lol , it's still with me and I don't really have much ideas. LOL!
" believe in yourself " .......................... this is the sentence we kept repeating today ..

Pain doesn't hurt when it's all you've ever felt. ❤

Heyheyhey :]
Well , I went to back to school for the useless mathematics lesson today.
Had to combine classes with 103 :D
Too bad we didn't combine with 112 :X

Hahaha :] Most of us weren't even listening throughout the whole lame period :]
Mr Lee Lye Peng was so - so - so disappointed x)

Hehehe , as Jing Yi , Jeffrey and I chit-chatted a lot in class ,
we had to stay back to see Mr Lee after the lesson, O:
I expected that we were about to get a lecture xD but in the end,
Mr Lee only checked out notes we had written :]
hehehe , luckily I had written down a lil bit of notes :D well , SAVED! XD

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After class , went to have lunch with Jingyi :D
and went to her house after that .. x] her dog kept licking me .. not the first time.. ==
blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~ ♥

Jingyi wanted to have a haircut but in the end she didn't ..
Lols[: we ended up at Eunos mrt too early .. so yeah , slacked..
waited and finally jac and jianhao came xD
When everyone came , we went to vivo.

zzz , ate again ... == when we wanted to ask for the bill ,
jianhao was holding on to the receipts .. and the waiter was like " O.O? "
hahahas :D what a joke ..

zzz .. watched money not enought 2 again.. -.-
Hehhee , Jingyi and Jacqueline were crying 'cos they were too touched by the movie.
Laughed at parts that I shouldn't ... (x

Gaaaaaaahhhhhhh ~ seriously tired after the show..
wanted to go home to sleep till the next day but had to get my damned things from jingyi's house
Went to bugis with Jingyi , Jacquenline and Bra-Yan................... -.-
I pity him XD for some reasons ..

Hahhaha xD went to jingyi's house after that and her dog welcomed me so warmly XDDDD
lmao !~ ♥ went back home after that.

Well , the dumb plan didn't actually work.
Jeffrey can't be blamed 'cos he's too stupid.
The blame was on Ashima , who took the wrong bus to Sengkang.
How smart of her luhs x[ spoil everything. Or everything would have turned well.

Well , today I lied a lot ! LOLS XD
I told Quraishya that we were going with them when I was actually going with the others.
I tole them we were going out as a junior section. LOLS XD
Poor them , I'd hope Quraishya would forgive me xD hehehehee.. ❤

Hoorays <3 we're goin' to make a new section book tomorrow xD
So damn hope that it's gonna be outstanding and satisfying D:

I'm broke [:

ت Steal the glamour from death ♥

i have absolutely nothing to say, xD
I'm just blogging for the sake of blogging 'cos someone asked me to.
well , as you wanted , this is my post , hope you like it ..
hahahahas :] shall edit later in the evening . :D ♥

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Well , nothing really happened except that I went online for the whole day..
Hahahahas :X I'd hope that tomorrow would turn out well ..
'Cos things are like a lil bit .. UN-organized.. especially the part with quraishya.
pfffffffft :X

-sighs- I still have to go back to school tomorrow.. T^T
I wonder what we're goin' to do.. 2 hours of lesson.. D: like wtf..
that's long to me.. I mean for only one subject ..
Heh .. some people still has to go to a f & N lesson right after mathematics.
I pity them :D hehhehe ~

I felt so stupid yesterday night..
I was watching a television programme and I was crying and at that same moment..
laughing .. basically , I was crying 'cos the show was touching .. and laughing
at myself 'cos I'm such an idiot -.-
I wonder if this happens to other people xD

{♥}a few more days to final years.
and a couple of days to see my dear instrument <333333333333333333333

The holidays are like shit. _!_

Suicide: a way of telling God "you can't fire me, I QUIT!"

heh(: , the band practice yesterday was great !
played captain's ball instead of the normal band pt.
i so damn enjoyed myself ,
not including the part which the ball hit my head and the other one which
someone kicked my leg and it nearly twisted 180 degrees.

Well , everything turned out perfect. (;
I so damn glad the instruments are finally coming back ! I miss them truckloads ! ♥
and I'd hope to see them as soon as possible ! <333333
I'm so damn looking forward to learn how to do vibrato with the flute :]
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! xD

Hehehehe,the day before yesterday, there was a teacher's day celebration.
Well , things turned out the same , except that there were performances.
hahaha, glad I was able to see my old friends :D
I see that most of them still has the same appearance ..

Siyi has became more open-minded and less emo..
Peishin's voice has changed, not the iritating one like before.. :X
Yongxin isn't like the emo girl we once knew..
Charlotte is even more hyped and taller than before....
Xuanhui is still the same :D

Hahahas , from the holding site , we went to pp and after that went to ecp.
dug a deep deep hole while building the sandcastle.
The sandcastle had a terrible end , we kicked it till it became ... sand..

Yongxin , Siyi and I jumped into the sea.
It's a pity yongxin didn't knew how to swim.
I realised I'm somehow scared of the sea.. Siyi and I were swimming as far as we could.
We tried not to look back .. but one of us would in the end :X
We'll hurry back to where we started 'cos we were afraid xD
This repeated till we both were really tired XD..

Well, we didn't want yongxin left out , so we swam in the shallow area, along with her ^^
.. guess what , at one area.. there were so many rocks ..
Gosh , Yongxin got a big scratch on her knee and her finger.
They were bleeding .. siyi and I were like " WOW ! the blood is so fresh! "
hahas , i only got a lil scratch on my feet and bled a lil..
but it wasnt as terrible as yongxin's [: Siyi wasn't injured at all , how lucky of her..

XD went to mac for dinner..
We were really freezing cold 'cos we were obviously still wet .. lols[:
lol , soon we were dry .. omg .. We were all salted .. xD

Went back after that :D
Fun ended XD hohoho :X

Live your own life for you die your own death ♥ // Spoiled; rotten

Hehehehe , the picture abover was taken on racial harmony day XD
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I've got over it :\ No matter the result is ,
I swear I still wouldn't shed a tear. (:

Like hello , I'm so damn looking forward to tomorrow.
Not because its ACE's day but its because I'm going back to my previous school.
For sure, I'm currently missing my teachers and old friends.
Too bad my previous year form teacher had already retired. sigh -

I MISS THE OLD DAYS ! i want them back :[ but it's impossible.

A randomized day today, was both in a good and bad mood.
It has been long , till I finally received my English Language Common Test Paper.
25 / 30 [: I'm somehow satisfied with my results :D

By the way , I've already got my F and N results , I scored 28/50 for it.
When I first received my paper , I saw 25.5 marks only and was already smiling widely.
Well , I checked the paper through and realised there were some errors in the calculations of marks. After that , told the teacher and received extra marks. {:
My classmates kept on going like this " TYCO NIA!"
hahahahaha :D Too bad for them as they weren't lucky at that moment when they were
still in the examination room struggling with the paper.

Counted and realised there's still 28 more days to the final examinations.
This is such wonderful news , isn't it ?
Oh well , its partially a good and bad news. The year end holidays are like coming so soon.
But theres still a final exam to go. I wonder if I'm still staying in Ping Yi.....
A mountain of homework to go with during this 1 week holiday.
I plan to study my Science and Geography. :\
:] I'm so damn not going to slack :D Stop me, if you can :]

Hehehe :] during homeroom period today , Jingyi was absolutely pissed with Miss Wong.
Hahhaa , she came over to my table where I was sitting alone and sat on the chair
beside me XD Lol , since I was being obsessed with my crazed doodles, I didnt speak to her.
Miss Wong saw what was going on and said
" Jingyi , can you not go to other places without permission ?
Charlotte doesn't wanna talk to you anyway "

Didn't knew what she replied , hahas. I just know she's pissed.
After that she was like " ChinWoon also sit other places." hahahha.
yeah , true enough Chin Woon WAS sitting at other places.
but no one cared == Poor brat, lols(:
was chuckling to myself after that :X hehheee ~xDDD

Went to the band table after school hours , just like any other day :D
Bored , so went home , Sorry haslinda , didn't wait for you :[

Went back with faizah after that , Aron was behind screaming and shouting like a gay.
'Cos I didn't want to wait for him. When he caught up , he was scolding me all
vulgerities he could think of . LOL, instead of being offended, I laughed my ass off .
HAHAH, HES SUCH A GAY ! ..
zz had a hard time getting off the bus, cos Aron was
pulling my bag == How iritating can he be ?

till then ,

Greetings , earthlings ! {:
my day started out being pissed 'cos my parents were trying to wake me up but i just refused.
Lessons were just the same, nothing interesting.

For art , we had to make something with clay ,
I did a horrible job, I wasn't that good with my hands :D
Some horrible people were throwing clay around the classroom.

As the next lesson was Geography , and everyone hated geography.
We were all more than willing to help the teacher clean up the classroom.
So yeah , helped the teacher and did my job slowly.
And it consumed half of the time of the geography lesson.
I was glad the geography lesson ended so quickly, it was only 30 minutes(:

During geography lesson, I paid full attention to the "glamourous" teacher in front,
who wasn't that attractive but claims himself as a handsome hunk, who is he trying to kid ?
Learnt the topics on Weathering and Climate, which was quite simple for me.

After a short 30minute lunch break , we still had lessons.
My faved , mathematics.
I'm going to die , I had better buck up now.
I was daydreaming while the teacher taught us two new topics.
I didn't listened for the part for ratio and when he asked us to do some questions,
I realised that I sucked at ratio. )X

After all the lessons , i slacked at the band table.
hahaha :] never stopped laughing and joking with the malays, they were such fun people,
unlike my chinese friends who were such boring people. No offences :D these are just facts.

After we had no other things to do,
we decided to go home. Took the bus with Irfan and Aron.
And finally got my phone back from Aron,
he placed my phone on some puddles of water on the seat
I felt sympathy for my phone, luckily it can still work. sighhh ~

Cheerios ~

I feel that it's happening , it's already becoming obvious.
I just can't get over the fact that it's becoming reality

She's just denying it ,whereas I just know I was right -
I have given up larhs , whatever happens I would still continue being me.
I don't give a damn now - i just hate you to the core, i swear from the bottom of my heart.

You, yourself may have not realised it at all but the others do.
I wonder why you're doing this to me.
Get a life of your own, find your own happiness, why want other's ?

Let me tell you something , no matter what I would still be smiling every single day.
I know you're just trying to get back at me 'cos I didnt give you attention.
But it would obviously NOT work luh ,
that's too bad for you then , you ought to be disappointed.

I don't see what's so good about you that you can TRY boss me around.
I can guarantee you I'll never allow you to do that.
I'm sure you'll continue denying it instead of admitting your mistake.
Stop showing me that fucking attitude of yours ,
'Cos I've got one on my own.

Bloody whore, I HATE YOU.

Suckcessful.

hello , my phone is dying. I have dropped it so many times today.
I feel the pain my phone is suffering from. hehehe XD

these days I'm lazy to blog, 'cos they're too many things to say
and there's loads of disappointing events.

like any other crappy posts I've been posting ..
I'm going to do nothing but elaborate on the historical events that have just passed.

blahblahblah - went to school again
early in the morning , Ms wong started nagging at us again.
What a great start [: hehehe.

After that , had Art , gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh -
today was oh-so B-O-R-I-N-G !]:
We had to do hand-written work, I hated it a lot. >;B
rawrrrrrrrr ~ science lesson !! :D
the topic we're currently is so easy !! [:
omigosh ~ teacher had to spoil my mood by telling us that the final year exams are just 4 weeks away. LIKE WTH ! 4 weeks ONLY LEHS ! (^0^)/ "Help !" ahahahahaha..
I continued being bored until it was the very interesting F&N lesson.
hahaha [: I think it was fun because we were answering the questions like continuosly.
and we enjoyed being a good student, hahaha XD

after school , had the dumb oratorical.
boring ~ i liked nurul's hand signals especially at the part where she exclaimed
" Norway shall keep my bones , but heaven shall take my soul "
hahahaha , just thinking of it makes me laugh to myself . LOL !(:
after the oratorical , we went to orchard to watch a movie " Mad about english "
heh - quite a comedy actually. I somehow enjoyed it very much :D

hahha :] back at the bus , there were people sleeping ..
and evil people like jingyi would take pictures of them == didn't join in ,
i thought it was stupid of them .. LOL . :X

Hehehe.. it was raining , stayed in school for a while longer ..
and then after that went to the bus stop .. malik was sitting on the ground eating popcorn ==
i've got no comments == ................................................................... :X

hehehe , sat in the bus and didn't speak.
People were in the bus were like " don't emo larhs "
like wtf , if i do not speak it does not mean I'm emo-ing okay ?!? btw , i DONT emo.

lalalala ~ went back home as a loner,
it was much better this way , :] without jingyi and the malay people :D
it was much MUCH peaceful larhs :D went back home after that and used the comp..
till then ! :D

Freaking tired , and yet I still have to go to my cousin's birthday party.
I'm still scared of Vania's freaking-scary story.
" can't find it , can't find it .. found it .. " OMIGOSH ! ]:
this part of her story almost made me cry :[ I'm gonna be worried at night.
gahhhhhh ! - still can't get over that story though it may be fake. x_x
aww , i shall update more about today's events later ~ :)

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{: Band again ~
did the morning PT .. I hated running the most ==
blahblah . even worse , had sectional marching. ahahha ==
hentak until my wound break == then the pus started coming out.
Fell out after that == omg i suck man .

-.- blah ~ stoned in the canteen when Mr Yap took the sec ones.
BORED TO DEATH .
after that , he gave us a 15 minutes break..
but it ended up being so LONG ! .
lols. Had some entertainment from haslinda and the others.

Then, Mr Yap came back again .. LOLS ! everyone ran back to their seats.
and he was gone again.. -.-
zzz , had a wonderful nap after that.. but two iritating fools called bryan and adrain
keep blowing their marching horns directly at us .. and blew it so loudly .
till it woke me up .. I really got a shock ToT ..

yay ~ band ended .. got soaked in the rain and didnt climb up gate. HAHAA ................. XD
blah ~ slacked .. irfan and the others played soccer ,
and we just slacked .. mr poh kept asking us to go home but we didnt ..
lol . Vania damn ... ___ see mr poh only scream and scream .. ==
like as if she saw a ghost.

went home after that . o-o
went out after that .. went to cousin's birthday ..
felt so sleepy .. kept daydreaming .. lols ..
after that i felt so hyped . cos i played volleyball with my dumb sis . LOL.

den after that everyone had a good laugh watching my two lil cousins
hitting a pinata . lol. they're still too small so the adults had to help them. heheh :X
blahhhhh ~ watched the adults struggled as they cut the cake ..
cos it was a ice cream cake and and the inside part havent really defrosted yet ..
hahaha.. they cut the cake till they were sweating .. that was really pathetic .
lol . finally they got a veryyyyyyyyy weird way of cutting the cake .. so well ..
everyone was like " FINALLY "

ahhahas .. blahblahblah ~ dont wanna be so long winded so yeah ,
I had a very good sleep after that .
BYE ! :D

I'm freaking tired right now. [:
hahahhahahaha ...
hahahhahahahahhaahhahahahaa x_x hehee ==

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~
TODAY ! , I woke up early in the morning reluctantly.
I slept like too much yesterday luh , then I woke up in the night and slept around 4.

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Yesterday, I got my common test results for geography,mathematics and chinese paper.
firstly , I got my geography paper. well , I passed == 26/40 ... zzz.
poor jingyi .. failed her test and she'll have to bear the consequences, I pity her . lol.[:
hahahahhahaha == for the mathematics paper I scored 25/30 ==
and for the mother tongue paper , I JUST PASSED ! :D clapclap ! (;
25/50 nice score isn't it ? well , I hate to admit it but I suck in chinese :D
after school , went home with jingyi .. like wtf , we went home so early siol . ToT
It was like 3 + and I've got nothing to do .zzz

zzz , yongxin and charlotte called me out loh .
den go with them loh .. like so long nvr see them lerhs . :D
played bball .. den slack and slack == lol , we really wasted a lot of time .
went home after that .. didn't know how I ended up sleeping ==

In the middle of the night .. I woke up and di-siao-ed my mother .
she couldn't sleep anyway .. zzz ==
talk and talk to her until sian liao ..
den tried going to bed again , and couldn't ==
I stared into blank space and didn't know why I suddenly had so many hallucinations ....
I was like scared to death larhs :X paiseh ~
finally went to sleep after that ..

well , a few hours later , I woke up .
went to school , went to the band table ..
bell rang den go homeroom lohs O: ms wong checked the class's lastest homework.
like wtf , so many people didnt do den kena by teacher loh .
eh , I DID do but not all , i left one question to do! :DI don't know how to do larhs:D
I heng loh , got excuse , say I didn't bring my whole file .. and i really didn't bring[:

Jingyi never do , den donno what happen lohs ~ didn't really bothered asking .. zzz
after that , received my science results. like wtf , DAMN HAPPY LARHS !
I FAILED ! :D :D :D :D
i liked failing and didnt bothered to check if the teacher marked anything wrongly .. ==
its so unbelievable i failed ! :D 21/45 ! ;D pro right ?
after my very tremendous shock I started being a lil retarded ==
sorry vania for scaring you so badly .. harharharharhar .... xD

during recess, freaking pissed off by the newly appointed prefects.
especially izzati .. who keep asking me to put the plates back ==
zzzzzzz ~ DONT CARE ! :D HAHAHHAH !
see larh ! be prefect liaos action lerh luh ..
TvT ...

zzz ~ mathematics after that , my facourite lesson.
zzz got my average results for maths .. 81/100 .. but too bad these marks aren't gonna appear in
my report book .. not confirmed yet loh .
btw , though i failed my science paper .. my average was a B3 :D
cfm pass luhs == dont need to worry .. :D
chinese hurhs .. ehhhhhhhhh .. 50 what huh .. ? dono larh
I GIVE UP ON MY CHINESE ! :D

and i dont bother passing or failing for it now :D

zzz . after school , stayed back for band practice ...
lol .. during the band practice today .. had to practice for a dance for the rod thingy .
lol . i really teamed up with raimov.
before we confirmed who our partner was ,
he already sms-ed me and asked if I could be his partner lohs ==
and i was like " wadever (: haha == "

so well , we didnt knew if all these partner thingy was chosen by the majors
or ourselves.. so waited for the results loh . den really teamed up with him.

well , everyone had a black face except for us lohs .. so funny .
some even cried . aiyooooooooooooooohs ! ]: lol :D

hahas :D Irfan really teamed up with Quraishya ! everyone was like " WOAH!" back then.
ahhas :D lol .. after that anyhow-ed while practicing for the dance .
and yet was still praised by atikah . LOL !
vania and I were like hyped luhs .
poor jingyi for the 3rd time in this post .. poor jacqueline and lucille .
they were like .. " THIS IS LAME !"
lol (: jacqueline damn funny larhs . just stoned down there . heheh ! :D

blahhhhhhh ~ conbined with the main band :]
blew the flute again .. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ..

lol . during sectionals, FINALLY learnt the A flat major .
cos no one knew the fingerings .. LOL !
we were like looking at the essential elements for help . heheh :D
tried perfecting blue ridge saga after that :]
still cant :D it takes time :]

hahahhaha :D after band .. went to bbt ..
after that went back with yuni and the rest ..
we had to wait for that aron to take his time walking slowly to the busstop.
hes like damn fucking slow and yet he claims we're walking too fast . ==
wth larhs == lol .

hahaas :D nothing else to say lerhs :D
byebye :D

Only the final year examinations left ♥

LIKE SO OMG! COMMON TESTS ARE OVER!(:
Today , we assembled at the hall :D after the pledge taking ,
I saw Miss Wong behind JingYi ,and she was talking to JingYi,
she was like " Since you like folding your skirt, why don't you fold some more ? Fold more lah ! "
JingYi was like " fold enough already !! "
like wtf luh ,I didn't dared to even look at Miss Wong luh.
'Cos there was an ironic smile on her face and that was really wrong.
LOL.[: jingyi claims she only altered her skirt and to my observations , she not only altered but also fold lohs.

After that , had english lessons, wrote a short and sweet summary :D
summaries are so FUN to do ! :D like seriously .
after that had recess , did usual things ..
and after that it was MOTHER TONGUE COMMON TEST PAPER.
hahahahahaha :] my chinese suxs :D
so yeah , obviously i struggled with the paper .
like wtf larhs i read each and every passage like over and over again
and for some i managed to understand but most of them, i still didnt.

Home Economics Paper ! :D yay ! anyhow-ed , i remembered trying to be stupid and wrote.
"PORK!(: " on one of the answers == like shiet larhs == regretted(: sorry i had gone berserk,
'cos i had a terrible flu that time , i used like 3 whole packets of tissue today luhs . ==
and I was seriously in a bad mood at that time . LOL ! :D

Hahhahah ! :D well , today's tests were like so easy cos I anyhow-ed filled in da blanks ! :D
After common tests, Went to Mr Chiu's homeroom for geography lesson.
like wtf , i forgotten to bring books ==
well , we just copied down notes . lol . the class was like wondering why there was an extra geography lesson even though the tests were over.
" CAN'T WE HAVE A BREAK " says haslinda
" HAVE A KIT-KAT THEN ! " exclaims Mr Chiu
freaking lame luhs .hes so nonsensicle and non-realistic ==

blahblahblah - it was like FINALLY after the lesson ended .
hahas :] thought jingyi had to stay back for a test so pang seh-ed her .
went to e band table and she came , with a black face.
lol(: immediately knew i was wrong . lol.
she went for the test later in the afternoon .

lol . went to bbt along with faizah and her club .==
donno called what lar . from "filfa" club to "fazrila" ? == WHATEVER ! :D
slackedslackedslacked [:
went to slack nearby a carpark ..
didn't knew what we were doing there , i thought we were going to the carpark ? LOL.
i think it was because haslinda said she was lazy and wanted to be in the shade .
lol . boredboredbored.(:
went to the carpark later . knew what was gonna happen .
Irfan , Raimov, Faizah and I were like monkeys ==
always the same thing , not surprising ..
we were like climbing around the car park.
dangerous but fun .
well , I only got a huge cut on my knee and some other places.
lol . I didnt knew I was bleeding larhs .. until I looked down and saw a red patch.
kena shocked . so much blood , long time nvr bleed liaos .
it wasn't painful until I cleaned up the wound ==
burning so hot larhs . later we went to xxx 's house . i donno how to spell.
den, I was like playing the dumb keyboard, so damn not used to it. ==
and the people around me we like recording me playing the keyboard o.o
freaking stressed , and as usual .. I ANYHOW-ED ♥
HAHAAHHHA ! :D

wellwellwell , went home after that :D
Too bad couldn't meet mendel kor today :[
psps, so sorry ~ hehehehehe !

CHARLOTTE IS SLACKING !(:
OMIGOSH ! the tests were like seriously not like what I'd expected.
Theres a mother tongue and F and N test tomorrow(:
Firstly , I have officially given up on my Mother tongue language.
'Cos it seriously sucks(: so why should I keep on studying it when theres no hope ?

Yesterday
Did what I'll normally do :D Had lessons early in the morning ,
We did revision instead of our usual boring lessons.
Joined Feeqah and her brainy group,
I realised they're real smart!(: like seriously.

LOLS !(: we all didn't know how to do some questions so we asked the teacher.
I seriously felt I was part of them , I mean , like the group of nerds.
It's fun being them - LOL.
JingYi wrote a mathematical sum on the board on factorisation.
Everyone was like giving comments saying it was EASY.
Hahahahas(: Teacher explained how to solve it later ~
and Jing Yi was like "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, CHEY"

The long awaited Common Tests came soon after recess.
Had a English letter writing composition. [:
well , I expected it to be like a comprehension or whatsoever.
piece of cake-HAHA. ~ just hope I'd score well. O:

Mathematics paper after a short break -
o_o I've forgotten how the paper was.
I think it was somehow simple , except for a stupid kind of problem sum which I had NEVER
solved before in my whole life from primary 1 till now.
I'd still make the same old mistake , well , left it blank - luckily its only like 1 mark.
It used be 4 marks in the good old days - lalala~ so i lost 2 marks for the 2nd last question
part (ii) & (iii) - YAY ! ==

After the common tests , I went to the library with the same people.
zzz, didn't joined them when they were eating donuts in the library.
how lucky of me :D hahas , the librarians made an announcement specially for them to
stop eating. Are they dumb or what huh ? eat in library somemore. LOL(:

went home after that. quickly revised my geography and science
and ended up sleeping on the table . == I wasted my time till dad was back.
Ate dinner , didn't bother revising anymore, I was confident enough ;D NOT !
actually I was just lazy ! :D

Today
lololololol !(: JingYi and I decided speaking chinese the whole day.
But we always ended up speaking our very LOVE-ed ENGLISH !
or we'll speak CHIN-GLISH instead ,
I wonder how chinese speaking families continue speaking chinese everyday.
Chinese is like so chim larhs O: hohohoho (:

Went to band table , begged bryan for a dumb string . LOL(:
did some last minute revision. saw hetong struggling with his revision.
I was thinking larh " IT WOULDN'T WORK ! HAHA !(:"
:D :D :D later , I found myself iritating people . ==
I was like asking people continuously questions after questions
about Geography :D lolol (: my apologies ! :DDDD

ART LESSON ! played with paper clay~ like so long since I last did that.
I dirtied the table and the poor floor. Ran off after that - 'Cos I didn't want to clean up everythin'
blahblah ~ science period. cher went through the class test. :D lol ? i passed o-o

e COMMON TESTS AGAIN ! geography and science !
guess what ? I realised that Mr Glynn Chiu was actually indirectly telling us that geography was hard. ]:<
and i don't think so luhs . I realised he has been teaching us secondary 4
work , like wtf , firstly its because all the craps he has been talking about for
the previous months didn't even come out for the test.
He made us all confused and worried that we'd fail.

He made us remember so many stuffs about rivers and whatsoever ~
and all his tests and quizzes were like so hard,
the difficulty is like 10 times harder den the common test.

LOL . i'm proud to say that I'm so damn gonna pass my geography !:D
_______

For the science paper,I realised that there weren't much questions on acids and alkaline.
lol , i found myself writing english like the the foreigners. glad teacher would accept my answer.
i was like writing crap luhs == hope i'd wouldn't score badly . lol .
hope i'd be able to tyco through the whole test paper ^^

Went to the library again .
bored - so joined tanhui and her group . ==
lol , doodled instead of revising. well , theres a f and N test tomorrow .
I'd hope its simple ;D lol .
and sad to say , theres also a mother tongue test .
like WTF ! what did mr wang teach me ?!? zzz _!_
his madarin is like mumbling to me luhs and he don't even know how to speak english.
a pass is just enough for me for mother tongue language :D
lalala , btw , is it letter writing or test paper ? o-o
OH NOOOO! like what is it x-x shiet siol .

zzz == well , shall blog again when i feel like it :D
SAYONARAH !(: