school has begun -- no more sleeping all the way to 2 -_-

now we're studying three new subjects - geography, F&N and art.
i absolutely hate f & n, i've got a feeling that i would not know what to do when cooking.

im so damned discouraged on getting an A for maths -_-
lee lai peng is still my teacher.He doesn't really bother about what marks we get. I'm glad i know

i had improved in my maths , im not as stucked as before. thank god.
What i just realised was that i had not been studying during the june holidays for the pass few years and this was the first time i made full use of it .

Now my greatest weakness is chinese. im so dead, the teacher doesnt really care about teaching. He even let us watch kung fu panda during the lesson, is that a lesson or a break ?

im sick and tired of living , i cant open my eyes wide when theres light.im going blind.i hit the wall while i was walking today-_-i couldnt see at that time. It was my left eye last time and now its the right eye.my left eye is a lil blind.i guess i have to take a break, i spent the whole night doing a compo for my group so that we would just have to copy the work down neatly and pass it up early.
If it was the REAL me , i guessed i wouldn't have bothered. At that time , i only concentrated on perfection. I didn't have enough sleep that night. I couldn't open my eyes at all.If i did , i was only forcing myself,its real pain.
I'm soooo damn on the career path , but im at this state as i always loose concentration and daydream instead. I tried spending time thinking of my future and it was a blank.

i realised i dont even know myself well , i dont even know what i like and what i dont. Ask me whats my favourite colour and i cant give you an answer-.I may put on a smile but i may not be happy .There are things you don't have to know.

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i'd hope no one read this post.

im finally blogging again (:
i woke up today with a frown -_- i was pissed the weather..
its terribly HOT ! omigoshhhhhh :[

hahas .. yesterday was really wonderful.
farzana, jolene, sayidah and i celebrated estee's birthday in advanced :D
we got to east coast around 10 to make this huge sandcastle which didnt turn out that nice as we expected in the end..i wonder if the sandcastle is still there !! :D
the sun was blazing hot :p and all of us were totally worn out but we still continued. poor sandcastle, the wind was strong .. and it blew some parts of the sandcastle off and we did our best to fix them back. i under-estimated sandcastle building .. i thought it was abc -_- argh .. it must have been the weather .. x_x
well, the best part was the part when estee arrived. that surprised face of hers was absolutely funny!! :D hahas .the fish and co. staff sang her a birthday song and their fish and co cheer .. hahas , estee had to hold a mini sparkler :D i regret not taking a picture of that moment XD
i wonder whats gonna happen on jolene's birthday :o
seems like estee and sayidah have loads of evil ideas..

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WORLD ! :D
my blog deserves another post ! :D
im so glad the holiday is gonna end ! >:D

ive been rotting at home all day. all i have is a computer and a flu ! (:
my father is at home all day with me ! :D
hes got a mc for 2 weeks O: since he got into a car accident D:
im glad hes fine :)

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tatas .

the holidays are getting even more boring -
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when i go out .. i cant help it but to spend lots of moneyyyyyyyyy T_T. im broke ! :D ahaha -_- im suffering at home because of boredom. im like laughing to myself for no reason -_- saveeeee me ! btw i cant wait for the band bbq tml . im gonna be saved tomorrow .. ahha .. just 1 more day ! and im free. ahaha !!(:

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i finally managed to hack an online game again .. hahas , you guys really have to learn how to hack ! :D technology is really improving ^^ hahas !(: its fun ! :D - but the problem is my computer. i keep having disconnections. how idiotic is that..and to start up the hack.. it takes up to 3 minutes. im obviously someone impatient -_- 3 minutes may be short to you but not to me.

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yesterday was my mother's and ashima's bdae.well, happy belated birthday to them then. :D i've got a bad cold. T_T i hate it . __ x_x anyway , im gonna do my homework. im a goodiegoodie..dont think im bad -_- tatas .

im like sooooooooooo im a good mood ! ;D
i don't know why .. but i just LOVE today ! :D
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hahas .. everything went well today! LOLS
i just had a very good laugh over the phone with jingyi {:
hahas .. she goes around telling people to go to a website
where there are things not to be seen. LOL

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hmm..i wonder if i'll be able to go out later to buy the saliva cloth for both ashima and quraishya..
im like soooooooooooooooo glad that my piano cher just gave me a load of bear-like keychains.they're super cute ! ;D some look disfigured and yet i like them . HAHAS !
as you people can see , ive changed my blogskin . i don't know whether its the skin or my comp that has a problem on viewing my posts -_- so sorry -_-
holidays are like o so boring -_-
all i can do is .. eat , sleep , play .. and a lil studies :(
its seriously boringggggggggggggg ! i wanna go out .. but the problem is that i don't know where
to go. im glad ive got my self- entertaining skills and thats EATING :D thats a fun thing to do !
hope i wouldn't grow fat on the holidays .. :)
gosh -_- ashima's bdae is coming .. does anyone remembers it ?
when are we getting her something .. this time .. theres not much time !! >;O i hate myself for remembering it .. stressed up -_- vaniaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa DO CALL ME BACK !
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