Two sleepless nights

Back from the 3 day band camp!

I have a lot of things to say however I'm not in the right state in mind to be blogging.
I can't even think straight. aah. So we played a few new songs.
I can't help smiling as I play these new scores. The clarinetists must have thought I had a lil problem in the head. I saw one staring right at me luh.
Hahahahaha. {: What's wrong with being happy?

Anyway, we got 80.09 points for the drill competition. I'm so damn happy,
IT'S A GOLD LEH ! We actually thought of giving up. ladyluck must've been on our side.
We even won the fancy drill competition. That was a last minute thing. haas.
The last few formation was only tried out on the competition day.
Luckily it worked out. (: wheehee. \(^0^)/ luckylucky.

Night walk was a good experience, it was filled with laughter. Funny partner I had.
So fun luh, I want to walk again. [8 Hahahahahahaha. Basically that's it, I can't think anymore.
Like I said, my brain isn't functioning properly. (:
Oh, oh, oh. I had lots of fun times with the band. Wheee.

By the way, tomorrow's a whole new year.
& don't have any new year resolutions. Owell, I'll think about them and write them down.

YAY !

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So sad, I slept like a pig. (:
That's why I couldn't make it to shikin's barbeque party to celebrate the new year.
Afterall, I would rather celebrate by having a good night sleep.
I may sound ridiculous, but it's true. hahahahaas.
Happy new year.

hahahahahas,

Say helluu to the long awaited band camp.
!!!@, uwahahahaha, i can't wait. (': ..
& school reopens on Friday. That, I CAN wait.
101 no more, 202, here i come [: cheers ~
missing the extra loong walk to the geography classroom,
cos we all know geography isn't our forte. & that subject is too difficult for me. (:
Surprisingly, the 101 class blog's still alive. woaahh, I'm impressed.
clapclap. ;p
http://www.wewillmakeitshine.blogspot.com/
( what did we even make shiny ? stupid link. (: muahah. )
I recommend you not to go there cos I suck in the photos.. [8
don't bother looking for me...
That's in the past anyway. lalala. :x

Not bad eh? Ms Wong uploaded most of the pictures from the start of the year.
They're definitely good memories. Not the whole thing. That's of course.
There'd definitely be both bad and good days.
hahahahahas .

Well, I'd hope not getting any teachers that are fxcked up like before.
Teachers like mr wang are the best. Probably he's already gone. (:

You remember fakhrina loosing her balance?
On the last drill practice,
I fell off the bench I was sitting on.. idk how but i just lost my balance.
Fakhrina tried to grab hold of me but in the end I fell on the floor.
\(*v*)/ ~ laid on the floor and was laughing till I couldn't catch my breathe.
Xiaorong and Quraishya wasn't around to witness it, TOO BAD . {:
I'm so dumb. Not stupid. (:

GUESS WHAT ?! Vania just called me. [:
However, she isn't in Singapore yet.
lalala, she would be coming at 1am in the morning.
And I have to stay awake to receive her call. LOL . (x

; Jacqueline rock. She's a rock. ciaowee.

It was definitely a bad night for me.

I couldn't control myself and everything I touched was numb.
My fingers were like super cold.
Everything I saw was going left to right to left ...
I was laughing at nothing through the night without even knowing what's going on.
I wake up and find so many bruises.. And I remember falling off my bed a few times,
hit my head, and laugh, though it hurts so much..
and found myself crying and laughing at the same time.

The worst thing is that people found out what actually happened to me.
I sms-ed them without knowing. I read them now and I can't even figure out what I'm actually trying to say. Wow, at the state I was in.. I could even sms. Probably I couldn't live without my phone, hahahah.. Total highness.
I didn't know that that thing really has it effects..
Maybe in shows they were exaggerating too much,
that's why it was hard to believe.

Right now I still don't feel like myself.

Hahahahahas, overslept and met Xiaorong and Quraishya really late.
I have my own reasons. (:
I was marching and felt so dizzzzy.
Even worse, did the 270 degree turn thingy.
Loads of fun I was having.

Finally went to do the section tee for Quraishya, Ashima, and myself..
'cos mine's in a horrible state.
The place gives me the creeps.. *
It reminds me of Malaysia. idk why.

In the carpark. --- walking down the staircase

leaking pipe : " drip drip drip .. "
everyone : * SHOCKED * , * SCARED * .. etc .
me : " shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! "
Quraishya and Xiaorong : -starts to panick-
* pushes xiaorong to the leaking pipe which we thought was something else.
everyone : bend forward.
everyone : " CHEY!@ "
Quraishya : "scare me sia, I thought it was something else. "
Xiaorong and I : " yaloh, stupid .. "
* continues walking down
me : (these are my thoughts) SO LONGGGG ! I CAN'T STAND IT .. Can't they go faster?!@
me : - acts like I saw something frightening .. ( which i didn't ) and SCREAMS ..
Quraishya and Xiaorong : - PANICKS ! -
Xiaorong : SCREEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAMM ! ..
Quraishya : was alarmed and screamed along too ..
me : screaming along too.. " aaaaaaahh ~ :3 " .. ( so fun ) \(^0^)/
* everyone runs down the staircase.. screaming *
-------- outta the carpark -------
Xiaorong : " what happened ? "
me : " nothing ? Anyway, i just fooled you two. harhar. "
Quraishya : " chey, I thought what .. scare me siol "
*- still panting as we walked toward the playground that caught my attention. -

I feel lame and got nothing better to do .. that explains everything . [8

m-e-r-r-y was what my christmas was.

I feel so helpful today. I love to care. I love to share.
charlotte can be really helpful, ohkay. (:

woohoo, yes, indeed I have the christmas spirit in me!
But after christmas,
I'm going to be what I really am again !!
I've yet to reveal my true colours to everyone,
muahah . no luh, just kidding only luh.

Anyway, my phone is about to break apart.
ohh, I'm so sad. ]: sttu-pid phone, why did you keep falling down by yourself.
i didn't drop you, did I ? ...................................
Ohviously, I have no one else to blame but myself.

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tsktsk ~ I shall forgive myself then !@
smilesmilesmileeee.. lalalalalalalala....

Jacqueline wants to walk more with me.
She's one of the biggest suckers I know. [:
poorrrr thinggggg wants to loooooose weight..,
toooooo badddd I'vee gott nothinggg to loooose . [:<

UWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAR..

rain, rain, go away.

OHMAGAWD,

It rained almost for the whole day.
Someone thought rain was snow, I find that stupid. [:
hahahahaha, forget what I said. [:

I finally got my books today,
and I walked from bedok inter to tampines mall, nah, no other modes of transport.
Surprisingly, some lil suckers were willing to tag along, HAHAHAH, so fun.
I is proud of myself, * pats myself on the shoulder. * (:
Jacqueline thinks I am a lil mad.. haha..
so here I am feeling like some nocturnal cave woman going berserk..

YAY for me.. I just realised that school's going to be reopened next friday..
I really do feel like a cave woman..

Band camp is like 5 days away, HAHAHAHAHA!
me looking forward to it, [:
CAMPA CAMPA. ;d

goodbye, and a very MERRY CHRISTMAS!

happed, happed, HAPPY.

aaahhhhhhh..

First time I wake up in the morning and feel so high. (:
LALALALALA * I'm so happy that I'm lost for words.
bleahh, ;p
Anyway, finally completed the whole of overture jubiloso.
Three cheers for PYMB. hahahah. :D

I love my section. :DDD
there's no link, ignore it..

Xiaorong that gilagirl took the section again.
&.. IT WAS A SUCCESS, UWAHAHAHHAA, no mistakes..
actually ashima helped her.
(: no more kekiriEEEEEEEEeeeEEees anymore. [:
HOORAY ~
the vision, mission, motto and values were tested.
and I found out that actually,
it isn't a bad idea to learn your things last minute, hohoho,
you should do this for your tests and examinations,
Just joking lah. hohohoho! \(^0^)/

Anyway, i got a slight, smaaall.. leetle bit of help.
I am a cheater and i've got no integrity.
Integrity our foundation, let's look on the positive side,
I admitted for cheating and so yeah, intergrity IS my foundation.
mwuahahahahahar. (!)

-.- I feel like a sucker
ooh, whateverrr, whee, I still haven't got my books for next year. (:
and I'd hope I'd eventually get this situation solved.
Anyway, this isn't the issue.
THE PROBLEM IS, : " I DON'T HAVE A BOOKLIST. "

another three cheers for myself.

Live the life you've dreamed.

HEY-LOH! :D

Life is such a bore.
I've got WAYYYYY too much free time that I don't know how to spend my days.
How iritating. I meant, imagine you go through a day wandering your house..
rummaging the fridge to get something to fill your stomach.
Sit down. Eat. Finish eating. -Stares into blank space - ,
-.- , yeah, absolutely a no-life-freak.

Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I'm so-so-so BORED of online games, which i oh-so thought
it was actually entertainment and then later found it uh-ber, B-O-R-I-N-G.
-.- ARRAGABARRARGH!
Band practice tomorrow. And that only means I'll have to get up early
for band and spend my day at school.

!!!

MY AFTERNOOOON NAP ! I'M GONNA MISSSS YOU!
kay luh, that's enough.

I'm afraid I won't be able to wake up tomorrow.
It's like when my alarm starts iritating muhh sleep,
I'll " wake up " and switch it off and go to sleep again. (:
How smaaa-rt of me.
'Cos I'll not remember that I switch it off and blames nobody
because I can't as there's nothing else that could possibly switch off the alarm..

* THIS IS NOT FUNNY *
It's just one of charlotte's bad habits. [:
I think I've got short term memory.
.. Or maybe it's because I sleep too late? Or should I say that I can't sleep..
Probably it's because I sleep too soundly like a pig. ahh, whateverrr .
I'm gonna hibernateeee NAWWW.

WHOOPEEDUUU~

YES MAN.

A comedy which didn't actually make me laugh.
I guess I don't have a sense of humour.
HAHAHA, & guess what,
I only laughed when I was talking to my sister about it back at home.
Probably it's better to go catch a movie with people around your age.
urhhhhhhhh, whatever. :D

and by the way,
I don't know what the hell I'm thinkin these days.
I'm becoming so .. ohmygawdd. EwWWwwwWwwwwww..
ohnehhhhhh-vermind. x3

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& so, my days are getting more lively. [:
everyday's filled with "hahahahahahahahaha",
me love everyday. :D xD [[:
I'm looking forward to 2nd January when school reopens.
LOL ! I've been promoted to sec 202 (:
Some things aren't going to be good, i have resulted in some conflicts. etc.
But the overall's gonna be just g-weeaaaaaaaat and that's what I'd hope.
ahhhhhhhhhhh,
hmm, from 101, I dropped to 202, me is so proud of it.
FOR NOTHING . and eh? my level position's just 32.
How pathetic, 2 positions away. [:
hahahahahaha, at least maybe I'll fit in this time. [:
I wouldn't feel so awkward as I did before, muahahaa.

; I see fun people in the class of 202. :D :D :D

we'd eventually learn the facts.

HELLO! :D

My day was reallyreally SHORT. o: Still, I was satisfied with today.
Basically, I had to go meet Sayidah who had to give me her $.
I sms-ed her, never reply.
Called her, prepaid low or something.
I was like finding a solution to get to contact and finally, called her house number.
I WONDER WHY DIDN'T I THINK OF THAT EARLIER. -.-

So yeah, waited for that slowpoke to come.
And she took bloody looooooooong. [: i missed 2 buses, hahaha.
Luckily, met mendel, who entertained me, uwahahahaha. :D
The next thing you know is that my bus arrives..
and I saw Sayidah walking to the bus stop ..

" HURRY! "

sayidah runs.

Made it in time and headed to school.
& that was when I realised that no one else other than me in my section came to school.
Either can't make it or not in band A.
So, ended up paying for everyone and like omg, I AM BROKE, HURRAY.
^^ So I called it a day and went home. [:

"phone vibrates....."

"zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.."


Yongxin asks for permission to come over to my place.
I was like " ohkay, sureeeeeeeeeee "and then again,
I was already about to sleep while reading the book I borrowed from Jacqueline.
But well, since I hadn't met her for ages ... [:
Siyi came too and she fell asleep, -laughs-

& well, soon after they were gone, i slept and now I can't sleep.
[: cheers.

Band prac today,

Heard disappointing truth.
Band's gonna be seperated into two, A & B.
I would really rather see us as one.
I hate the way it parted.

Ohmygawd, I'm still feeling guilty as I look at the people who're in band B, they're so, .. disappointed, expressionless.. URRRRRH. Look on the bright side, they're still going to get their CCA points. And they don't have to worry about playing their instruments or getting scolded. [:
And anyway, marching is fun. Of course if you compare to playing music.

And if you failed to realise, I've been posting about band these past few days.
As I said, everything's about band,band,band,band..BAND.
I've been going to school for band stuff again and again..
Not surprisingly, tomorrow's another band day. hahahahahas.

The light's gonna to burn off ..
whee ~ fuelfuelfuel ! idesperatelyneedit.
UWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

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oh, and by the way, i feel like me have no life. -.-
& I have nothing else to say so, ciaoweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

laughing spree!

I had a great laugh just now during band practices.
I can't stop smiling as I type, (: heheheh

It began when Xiaorong took the section for the drill competition thingy.
she wanted to give out a command to turn left
and out came a " kirieeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEeeeeh! "
so confidently that it had to be a joke

Everyone was like LAUGHOUTLOUD ! and had to do everything again.

In fact, we didn't even complete the whole thing. Not even once.
Today just isn't the day to do marching, firstly it's because no one's serious
about it today, since we have laughed/slacked too much.
Sadly, we're going to do it again on anotherrrr dayyyy, wheeeeee !

So Fakhrina took the section after that, and guess what.
While she was commanding the squad, she lost her balance. xDD
AHAHAHAHA ! I can't help laughinggggggg .............................. xD
And she didn't only fall , she tossed and turned , HAHAHAHAHA.
not that I'm a meanie that's why I'm laughing but, it's really funny.

So.. the section went to her aid, luckily there weren't any injuries, and ..
Fakhrina laughed at herself. weeheeheeeeeeeeee ! xD

yayaya, I is happy.
DUMBteeDUMB, cheerios! :D

f*ck-tardsxz.

Pissedoff. urgh. ):< !! OHNEVERMIND.

15th December
Band-ed. Thousand apologies to Penglin and the rest. ):
I'm too busy with band to go camp with you people.
Sorry again for disappointing you guys.
The holidays doesn't seem like a holiday at all with
band practices and EXTRA band practices, hehehe. [:

Ohmygod ! The running notes from the overture jubiloso are a nuisance, I really envy those people that can really play each note really fast and clearly.
I WANT THEIR FINGERS ! HOHOHOHO!
Sadly, that's impossible. I only have myself to rely on, sigh.
..Well, I'm working on it right now. I just need more time to perfect it.
Hmmmm.. Sometimes I really wonder why must the
flute/piccolo play so many running notes.

Hahahahahas, that's when EXTRA practices come in handy.
If not for them, I think I'd be way, way, WAY behind.

I realised my life is filled with band, band, band. Ever since I got into
this school and after that got into this CCA.
It's really weird how much things had changed after I got into a different school.
I used to be so ... -.- hahas. How funny that I got into Ping Yi Marching Band.

During the sec 1 Orientation 2008,
I admit that I was laughing at the band as they danced with the instrument.
It may be because I found it awkward as I was only used to concert bands, hahas.
It may be retribution after I laughed at the band,
'cos now that I'm in this band,
next year's sec 1 may have the similar way of thinking as me as I did before..
and do the same, LOL. xD
I'd just hope that wouldn't happen, uwahahahahah.. !

Anyway,
ciao, peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeps ! (:

Maybe I should.

& SO ,

12 more days before christmas !

I love my entertainers, each and everyone of them. They did a really good job entertaining me.
This is what I call good service, weeheehee.
Anyway, I've been stucked to the computer all day.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.~

Poor me, me's getting addicted to the computer.
And then again, I'll get bored sooner or laterrrrrrr. No worries. ^v^
uwahahahaha ! >:D
Hmm , I have so many things in mind. In fact, I would rather not share.
I'm not selfish, it's just that I'd rather keep things left unknown.

sigh.

I should cheer up, or else my entertainer's work would be wasted.
Stressed, and grrrrr, pissed off. Oh, nevermind.
I have so many things planned to do before the holiday ends.
There are things I fweeeakin' got to get. Yawwwwwnnnnnn.
I'm bored of so many things, I'm about to go out of fuel. ahhhh.
i neeeeeeeeeeeeed sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep ..

I'm afraid that things aren't what I thought they were.
They may all be lies. This was what I need to know, whether it's a yes or a no.

Another day, another casualty.

heyhey (: ,

So my day was spent going to band, practicing the overture jubiloso and slacking with the same few people. It was kind of a surprise that Bryan, Jacqueline and Lucille came to visit me. HAHAS. How nice of them. I think it's just because they're too bored that's why they've got nothing better to do so they might as well come to school, and go out, slacking after that.

UWAHAHAHAHA! (x

Lol, three of them took a cab to school, lol ? It's not like we're rushing or something.
So, from school, we bus-ed to inter, took a mrt to simei, came back to inter, took a taxi to school again, because Bryan was too desperate for his horn, and in the end he didn't have a mouthpiece and had to get it from Lucille. What a despo, sigh. He must love his horn so much, LOL! Or is it he has OTHER intentions, muahahaha! [:<

So after that Lucille was gone along with Jane, who came out of school right after the committee meeting, and so did Jianhao. Hmm, Jacqueline disappeared after that. So I was left with two idiots, Bryan and Jianhao who squashed me like a piece of pancake in the taxi ride. HAHAS! Why, thank you, you both nearly killed me 'cos I was out of air not only that, the taxi STINKS.

:D :D :D

Well, everyone went home after that because Bryan had to get the mouthpiece from Lucille, xD
ahahha, that's actually a good thing, me want to sleep. -.-

; Day ended, (: Yeah, I'm really in a good mood.

Just like a knife .

Right now, I don't have the right mood to do anything.
I'm simply rotting at home ; Wondering and Wandering.

This is what I'm having in mind right now.
When it's the year end holidays , I'd always be hoping that the school days would resume.
And when school days starts again , I'd be wishing for another holiday.
I've already found people that think like how I do.
Maybe the school holidays and school days shouldn't be so long
as in the number of days they consume.

- sigh -

Gosh, it's really fast, just another month or should I say less than a month
and school's going to be reopened. I'm lacking behind time. I'm being too slacky.
Not to mention I haven't bought my books - I lost my book list.
I'm not mentally nor physically prepared for next year.

Somehow I still feel like I'm still not used to the days in a secondary school.
I don't fit in, in many ways. I think I need a change of attitude.
That would change everything, at least I hope.

; Boy, my life is dull.

hahahas ,

A great day indeed . Another day with the band . [: hahas , finally got to combine , I love it when the band combines , :D :D :D It makes me really high .
Like so ohmygod , got to wear that horrible uniform . D:< It's so freaking warm . And guess what , when we had to take off the uniform , I was like laughing like a total retard , I just can't help it , I was totally hyped and I was really really glad , HAHAHA . :D
Who wouldn't be ? hehhe.

&& poor Jacqueline , take care [:

oh oh , and by the way , today's like the last practice and of course I have to spend my last practice with a smile on my face . Finally ! There's not going to be a practice for at least a week , or more ? o,o I don't know . hahaha .

I can finally go overseas . UWAHAHAHAHA !! I will be going tomorrow and I can't remember when I'm coming back . o,o seriously . omgomgomgomgomg ! I've been waiting for this day ! HAHAHAHHA ! :D :D :D :D :D tatas , I'll miss you , don't worry .

; BAND-FREE ! [:

I'm not going to apologise for the lack of updates .
It may be because I'm too lazy or maybe busy .

So , my holidays are filled with band practices three times a week .
I don't want to comment anything about it .
Except that I only like the combining thingy .
Yesterday , I went to watch wild child with the DUs right after band .
Imagine after band , you sweat and stink so much in that uniform and still go out for a movie ?
Smart aren't we ? [: Nah , we're not .

I realised something bad about myself .
I have a split personality .
Sometimes I may be sincere about some things .
Sometimes , I totally have a different impression about that thing .

For example , I sms-ed Jacqueline saying that I can't live without her and I really really regretted doing so . At that time , I really meant it . But now ,
JACQUELINE ! I CAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU ! uwahahahhaah !
maybe I really can't live without her . MAYBE .
Sometimes I totally feel like an idiot , joking around .. laughing and laughing .
Sometimes I'm too serious and get pissed off easily .
I'm such a retard . Sigh . Can't help it though .

Sorry if I hurt anyone of you . Physically or emotionally .
It definitely wasn't on purpose .
Maybe it was just because I didn't think before acting and end up regretting so much .

I made a lot of mistakes before .
Though I may not look like I cared or something . I do .
Just that I only keep them to myself and never sound them out .

; SORRY .