I'm not going to apologise for the lack of updates .
It may be because I'm too lazy or maybe busy .

So , my holidays are filled with band practices three times a week .
I don't want to comment anything about it .
Except that I only like the combining thingy .
Yesterday , I went to watch wild child with the DUs right after band .
Imagine after band , you sweat and stink so much in that uniform and still go out for a movie ?
Smart aren't we ? [: Nah , we're not .

I realised something bad about myself .
I have a split personality .
Sometimes I may be sincere about some things .
Sometimes , I totally have a different impression about that thing .

For example , I sms-ed Jacqueline saying that I can't live without her and I really really regretted doing so . At that time , I really meant it . But now ,
JACQUELINE ! I CAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU ! uwahahahhaah !
maybe I really can't live without her . MAYBE .
Sometimes I totally feel like an idiot , joking around .. laughing and laughing .
Sometimes I'm too serious and get pissed off easily .
I'm such a retard . Sigh . Can't help it though .

Sorry if I hurt anyone of you . Physically or emotionally .
It definitely wasn't on purpose .
Maybe it was just because I didn't think before acting and end up regretting so much .

I made a lot of mistakes before .
Though I may not look like I cared or something . I do .
Just that I only keep them to myself and never sound them out .

; SORRY .