January 4, 2009
January 3, 2009
In a world of my own.
I'm feeling really down.
I don't know what I want. Nothing seems right.
ARGHHHHH ! whywhywhywhy did I have to pick up his call ?!
And what he said on the phone was totally true.
Was I doing it for the sake of it.
Arrarghhhh , I'm getting so stressed over the same matter again. -.-
I'm tired of keeping things to myself. I need to voice them outtt.
Seems like I have a dumb way of thinking.
I always think about disadvantages/ negative side of things which often bugs me.
Iritating. Simply iritating.
I hate it. Why must things always go in my way. I'm so pissed off.
It's THEM I don't like. It's IT that I hate/don't know. It's ME that's the problem.
Wth luh. I feel like crying out, sometimes I accidentally do when it isn't the right time.
And the questioning session starts.. arrgh.
It happens during my really severe mood swings.
Sits down and stare into blank space. Thoughts run through that mind.
Starts thinking how terrible the situation is. Pity myself. Cry. (Sigh, -.-)
I know nothing would change though.
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I don't know what I want. Nothing seems right.
ARGHHHHH ! whywhywhywhy did I have to pick up his call ?!
And what he said on the phone was totally true.
Was I doing it for the sake of it.
Arrarghhhh , I'm getting so stressed over the same matter again. -.-
I'm tired of keeping things to myself. I need to voice them outtt.
Seems like I have a dumb way of thinking.
I always think about disadvantages/ negative side of things which often bugs me.
Iritating. Simply iritating.
I hate it. Why must things always go in my way. I'm so pissed off.
It's THEM I don't like. It's IT that I hate/don't know. It's ME that's the problem.
Wth luh. I feel like crying out, sometimes I accidentally do when it isn't the right time.
And the questioning session starts.. arrgh.
It happens during my really severe mood swings.
Sits down and stare into blank space. Thoughts run through that mind.
Starts thinking how terrible the situation is. Pity myself. Cry. (Sigh, -.-)
I know nothing would change though.
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January 2, 2009
Whoopeedoo, :D
days where I come home, settle myself in front of the television and indulging myself with junk starts again. (:
The rotting sessions are back! gosh, - I'm enjoying my life way too much.
I'll just stay happy till the very end, hahahas.
I've seen people crying on the first day of school , some even being too over hyped , and there were people that were totally boring. -.- No fun one.
How shitty can school days get ?
Having a teacher that gives each and every damn to whatever you do. Being an anti-social and hates communicating with people, ends up hurting others and regretting it after that. Feeling sleepy but isn't allowed to sleep .
Let alone all these stuff , I'm living in a classroom filled with spiders and cobwebs and even worse, with suckers! I was shocked when a friggin' spider was crawling around my desk, exploring the nothingness on it. pfffffft.
My class is rocks/ stones/ pebbles.
boring? DURHH.
; i should stop blogging some day.
days where I come home, settle myself in front of the television and indulging myself with junk starts again. (:
The rotting sessions are back! gosh, - I'm enjoying my life way too much.
I'll just stay happy till the very end, hahahas.
I've seen people crying on the first day of school , some even being too over hyped , and there were people that were totally boring. -.- No fun one.
How shitty can school days get ?
Having a teacher that gives each and every damn to whatever you do. Being an anti-social and hates communicating with people, ends up hurting others and regretting it after that. Feeling sleepy but isn't allowed to sleep .
Let alone all these stuff , I'm living in a classroom filled with spiders and cobwebs and even worse, with suckers! I was shocked when a friggin' spider was crawling around my desk, exploring the nothingness on it. pfffffft.
My class is rocks/ stones/ pebbles.
boring? DURHH.
; i should stop blogging some day.
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