I'm feeling really down.
I don't know what I want. Nothing seems right.
ARGHHHHH ! whywhywhywhy did I have to pick up his call ?!
And what he said on the phone was totally true.
Was I doing it for the sake of it.
Arrarghhhh , I'm getting so stressed over the same matter again. -.-
I'm tired of keeping things to myself. I need to voice them outtt.
Seems like I have a dumb way of thinking.
I always think about disadvantages/ negative side of things which often bugs me.
Iritating. Simply iritating.
I hate it. Why must things always go in my way. I'm so pissed off.
It's THEM I don't like. It's IT that I hate/don't know. It's ME that's the problem.
Wth luh. I feel like crying out, sometimes I accidentally do when it isn't the right time.
And the questioning session starts.. arrgh.
It happens during my really severe mood swings.
Sits down and stare into blank space. Thoughts run through that mind.
Starts thinking how terrible the situation is. Pity myself. Cry. (Sigh, -.-)
I know nothing would change though.
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