school has begun -- no more sleeping all the way to 2 -_-
now we're studying three new subjects - geography, F&N and art.
i absolutely hate f & n, i've got a feeling that i would not know what to do when cooking.
im so damned discouraged on getting an A for maths -_-
lee lai peng is still my teacher.He doesn't really bother about what marks we get. I'm glad i know
i had improved in my maths , im not as stucked as before. thank god.
What i just realised was that i had not been studying during the june holidays for the pass few years and this was the first time i made full use of it .
Now my greatest weakness is chinese. im so dead, the teacher doesnt really care about teaching. He even let us watch kung fu panda during the lesson, is that a lesson or a break ?
im sick and tired of living , i cant open my eyes wide when theres light.im going blind.i hit the wall while i was walking today-_-i couldnt see at that time. It was my left eye last time and now its the right eye.my left eye is a lil blind.i guess i have to take a break, i spent the whole night doing a compo for my group so that we would just have to copy the work down neatly and pass it up early.
If it was the REAL me , i guessed i wouldn't have bothered. At that time , i only concentrated on perfection. I didn't have enough sleep that night. I couldn't open my eyes at all.If i did , i was only forcing myself,its real pain.
I'm soooo damn on the career path , but im at this state as i always loose concentration and daydream instead. I tried spending time thinking of my future and it was a blank.
i realised i dont even know myself well , i dont even know what i like and what i dont. Ask me whats my favourite colour and i cant give you an answer-.I may put on a smile but i may not be happy .There are things you don't have to know.
_____
i'd hope no one read this post.
now we're studying three new subjects - geography, F&N and art.
i absolutely hate f & n, i've got a feeling that i would not know what to do when cooking.
im so damned discouraged on getting an A for maths -_-
lee lai peng is still my teacher.He doesn't really bother about what marks we get. I'm glad i know
i had improved in my maths , im not as stucked as before. thank god.
What i just realised was that i had not been studying during the june holidays for the pass few years and this was the first time i made full use of it .
Now my greatest weakness is chinese. im so dead, the teacher doesnt really care about teaching. He even let us watch kung fu panda during the lesson, is that a lesson or a break ?
im sick and tired of living , i cant open my eyes wide when theres light.im going blind.i hit the wall while i was walking today-_-i couldnt see at that time. It was my left eye last time and now its the right eye.my left eye is a lil blind.i guess i have to take a break, i spent the whole night doing a compo for my group so that we would just have to copy the work down neatly and pass it up early.
If it was the REAL me , i guessed i wouldn't have bothered. At that time , i only concentrated on perfection. I didn't have enough sleep that night. I couldn't open my eyes at all.If i did , i was only forcing myself,its real pain.
I'm soooo damn on the career path , but im at this state as i always loose concentration and daydream instead. I tried spending time thinking of my future and it was a blank.
i realised i dont even know myself well , i dont even know what i like and what i dont. Ask me whats my favourite colour and i cant give you an answer-.I may put on a smile but i may not be happy .There are things you don't have to know.
_____
i'd hope no one read this post.
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