i did go to school today, jingyi didnt. well, there wasnt much difference anyway.today , im feeling kinda down. please dont annoy me. ive been spending my time reading my super old posts and realised that days at primary school were much MUCH better . i really missed those days. secondary school days were nothing compared to secondary school days .
i remembered the times where peishin and i would have a good plan on how to copy our chinese spelling , both of us were really terrible at chinese .. and im still lousy now.
she and i would put the chinese spelling list below our tables and then we'd look at each other's .. it was really smart of us .. we'd be happy if we were sucessful in copying .
during every recess, peishin , yongxin, charlotte lim and i would spend our time together. siyi would always try to run away from us and sit with the boys .. i didnt know why , meifang will go and sit together with her .. i remembered once .. joy pua and peishin were really good frens , they spent time together and peishin didnt really bothered about me any more, i didnt mind ;)
i just went with yongxin and charlotte. because of an asiasoft account , they quarrelled and up till now they're still enemies , joypua refuses to forgive her , so does peishin . they've never talk to each other since then . every house practice , i'd go with charlotte lim and jiahui. there was once when charlotte lim and i had to compete out 800m race, i was seriously afraid and in the end , she had to take part in the 100m race :o i remembered the days where peishin was seriously obsessed with maple . she'd talk about her fren called badshark1 and all i did was tell her how bad he was .. he is =.= whats so good about him anyway .. hahas :X there was once peishin cried when she didnt hear from him anymore. i did nothing to comfort her . i really regret doing so .. but i felt it was ridiculous. every morning , i would come super early to school .. just to go find someone i liked :X (i hope no one sees this ) and after that i would sit in my place and just emo-ed . when peishin came into the classroom , she'd come over to me and i would be like reallyreally hyper again. hahas :X thinking of the past makes me laugh.. how silly i was :X everyday after school , peishin would go take her school bus home , and i'll go home with siyi, xuanhui , yongxin , charlotte lim etc.. -.- we always went to each other's houses (: and we would treat it as if its our house, no would mind .. hahas:D my classmates and especially peishin would make me laugh .. i would turn like super hyper and i would be like mad, my friends would always try to calm me down :X i remembered there was a time i didnt like yongxin , i had a fight with her for like a month . and finally patched up after a month. :] LOL.. her friends were on her side and my friends were on mine. hahas .. we would spam each other's blog and quarrel , i remembered being so fed up till i closed down my blog .. hahas .. :X
well , secondary days suxs .. i feel like freaking troubled .. firstly , everyday is like sooooooo damn busy..

today was a normal day, it was like any other boring day, studies studies and more studies. had to stay back up till 3 for maths lessons today.luckily we went to the comp lab during mathematics period. miss farhani called me out for the oratorical again, i managed to get away with it .harharhar . tomorrow is the day where everyone will be presenting .. no more getting away with it . i hate going to school , i'd rather stay at home and stone all the way then to go to school to see her face. i hate her so much that i feel like killing her everytime i see her . i'm sick and tired of pretending.. im so pissed with her. IHATEIT.
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