August 16, 2008


Here's another oh-so-boring post from me.
Common Tests are like coming so soon.
I don't really give a damn because I'm currently underestimating the
difficulty of the test :] Geography , Science and that stupid mother tongue language.
Firstly, it isn't my fault I'm bad at those subjects,
Its the teacher's fault ! Not mine ! D: You see ?
I've only changed my MATHEMATICS tuition teacher ,
and from a single digit , I've got double digits for my tests right now :D
Thats really a miracle ! hahas :D
I hated mathematics so much last time and now i love it so much.
So you see ? It isn't us students who are at fault. Its YOU teachers that are the problem !
Well, these thoughts are mine to comment and only I can judge my life :D if any teacher is here reading this, and scolds me or question me later , i still wouldn't change my mind about this situation.[: cos its really what I think, oh , by the way , i like being straightforward and if you're not happy about it , do tell me about it :D I'll explain :D

Wellwellwell , I'm bored being bored. I'm hating everyday because each day I regret doing what I've done.I don't even know what I really want now.Time and time again I've been lying to myself and I can't trust myself so why should you ?You shouldn't. I can't forgive myself for committing those mistakes.I realised I've just been forcing myself all the time and I've not realised it till then. Do I really mean it ? Or was I just faking it?I've filled my corrupted mind with illusions and lies and I believed them. How stupid of me I've been so indecisive lately till I started making these stupid decisions. I really regret it and hope to rewind the time , but yet the hands of time moved onward not allowing that dreadful bliss. What would be the spur of my smile ?

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